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我們為您報導各種新聞 交通 體育和天氣 All news radio, traffics, sports and weather.
現在憲法路擠塞得水洩不通 In the district there is a vile up on constitution.
你好 請幫我接蘭特醫生的辦公室 Yes, hi, Dr. Hollands office, please.
他耍賴皮 This thing cheat.
- 真是擠塞 - 你好 - This is terrible. - Uh...hello?
你好 我是塔拉霍夫曼 我約了8點15分做羊膜穿刺 Hi, I'm Tara Huffman, and I have an 8:15 amnion scheduled,
但是我們現在完全塞在憲法路上 and we're totally stuck on the Constitution.
不好意思稍等我一下 I'm so sorry, can you hang on a second?
你好 Hello?
嗨 希麗亞 我在打電話 Hi, Celia, I'm on the other line.
等等 希麗亞打嚟的嗎 Wait. Celia?
好吧 Okay, alright.
- 速戰速決 - 好 - Quickly, quickly. - Okay.
嘿 你好 Hey, what's up?
什麽 What?
為什麼 Why?
我一會回電話 在樓下見 I'm gonna call you back. Just meet me downstairs.
行嗎 Okay?
皮特他媽的不幹了 Peters just fucking quit.
你欠我25美仙 You owe me a quarter.
怎麼樣 為什麼 What happened? Why?
我...我不知道 我也不知道怎麼樣 I...I don't know. I don't know what happened.
再過兩個區有地鐵站 你去搭地鐵吧 Okay, there is a metro station two blocks away, why don't you take it?
你確定 Are you sure?
- 我確定 - 對不起 - Yeah, yeah. - I'm sorry.
- 沒事 - 謝謝 - It's okay. - Thank you.
好了 小子 照顧好媽媽 好嗎 Alright, buddy, take care of your mom, okay?
- 好的 路上小心 - 好 - Alright. Good luck. - Okay.
- 我一會打電話給你 - 沒事的 - I'll call you later. - Okay. It's gonna be okay.
- 好 - 拜拜 - Alright. - Bye.
我一聽到就打電話給你 I called as soon as I heard.
你的職責就是別讓我惹上那爛攤子 你是我的威猛先生 It's your job to keep my pale-ass out of the stink, you're my Kevlar.
我怎樣知道部長會召開記者招待會啊 How was I supposed to know the secretary was gonna call a press conference,
- 更不用說他今天辭職 - 他說了原因嗎 - let alone resigned today. - Did he have a reason?
部長嗎 哦 說了 The secretary? Oh, yes.
- 他想花更多的時間陪伴... - 陪家人嗎 - He wants to spend more... - More time with the family?
哦 斯坦頓在嗎 Oh, Jesus. Is Stanton there?
- 他帶了甜甜圈 - 他每次都帶啊 - He brought the donuts. - Of course, he did.
- 我今天的行程是什麼 - 十一點鐘有個會面 他來早了 - What's my day like? - We've a 11 o'clock, he is early,
- 所以你的午餐取消了 十一點鐘什麼 - and your lunch scrubbed. - What 11 o'clock?
會見軍士長托馬斯托里 Master Sergeant Thomas Tully.
我為什麼不知道有這個安排 Never heard of him scheduled.
你簡報會沒來 We missed you at the brief.
卡爾 我要知道事情的全部細節 I got to have my ear to the rail, Carl,
這樣才不會把事情搞垮 or that train might have run me over.
要是你能準時來的話 Well, if you'd be here on time,
你就能和我們一樣了解情況了 you would have heard it like the rest of us.
那你肯定知道一些消息 You must've known something.
嘿 我當時在場 而你不在 Hey, I was here, you weren't.
這樣怪你自己 我...我給你帶了甜甜 It's on you. I...I...I got you a doughnut.
上面還有糖霜呢 It's got...sprinkles.
- 我老婆要去做羊膜穿刺 - 哦 - My wife had a amnion. - Oh...
哦 對 是該先考慮她 Oh, right. Priorities.
我不知道你是怎麼樣處理這些老婆的事情 I don't know how you do it. Wife..
- 孩子 倉鼠 - 哦 是沙鼠 - Kids, hamster... - Oh, it was Gerbil.
很幸運 他最後還是痊癒了 Mercifully, he finally went tits up.
生活在磨練你的耐心 Life refined itself of your patience.
是很困難 但我現在已解決了 It was a shock, but I'm finally over it.
你還好嗎 你有什麼心煩事啊 You okay? What's--what's-- What's bothering you?
我是一個即將沒工作的政府律師 I'm a government lawyer about to be unemployed.
哦 不得了 你可是自由邊緣事務所的明日之星 Oh, come on! You're a superstar in the verge of free agency.
你會做一番大事業的 You will find something.
在選舉年嗎 就連泰格都不敢這樣說 In the middle of an election year? Not even Tiger could sing that part.
你憑什麼覺得我可以 What makes you think I can?
就因為你那天生的社會達爾文主義政治傾向 Because your political Darwinism is absolutely instinctual.
多謝 Thanks.
你客氣了 Oh, you're welcome.
你還記得我七月份給你的獎章複審案嗎 You remember that decorations review I gave you in July?
不大記得了 It's a vague potential memory.
事關一塊榮譽升級勳章 A Medal of Honor upgrade?
你大致你大致 You have a statues briefing.
- 什麼時候 - 就剛剛 - When? - Now.
- 誰啊 - 軍士長托馬斯托里 - With who? - Master Sergeant Thomas Tully.
退休的救援空軍 Air force para-rescue, retired.
- 從大圍飛來的 - 你11點鐘會面 - Flew in from Davie. - Your 11 o' clock.
他是那個人的兄弟 He's the guy's buddy.
誰的兄弟 Who's guy?
- 誰啊 - 就是這個榮譽勳章候選人 - What guy? - The Medal Of Honor candidate.
他自己為什麼不來 Why he won't just... come himself?
因為那是死後榮譽勳章 Because it's posthumous.
你最好先讀一下 You better read it down.
給你 Here you go.
- 我去 - 我從七月就開始提醒你了 - Christ, I... - I've been reminding you since July.
這可是在戰爭年代我的好兄弟 皮茨 We're talking about one of my buddies in the days of the war.
他救死扶傷 Pit saved lives.
他們授予空軍十字勳章 And he was awarded with a Air Force Cross.
- 有什麼問題嗎 - 但是十字勳章是降級授予他的 - What's wrong with that? - It was downgraded to the Cross.
我們提議授予他榮譽勳章 We put him up for the Medal of Honor.
- 這兩個性質不一樣 - 中士 - That's different. - Sergeant.
我要告訴你一些你可能已經知道的事 I'm gonna tell you something you probably already know.
升級勳章很罕見 Decoration upgrades are rare.
審查標準需要新的訊息 The criteria for review is new information.
我認為收集信息這一部份是你的工作 I think that "no information" part was your job.
也是三十年前的事了 This was 30 years ago.
你是想達到什麼目的嗎 I mean, there is an agenda you have I should know about?
遲到的正義就不是正義了 Justice delayed is justice denied.
這就是我的目的 That's my damn agenda.
托里中士 空軍部部長 Sergeant Tully, Secretary of the Air Force...
我們今天辭職了 Resigned today.
三個月內 In three months,
這個工作室的所有人都要離開 包括我 everyone in this office is gonna be gone, including me.
這個案子要花好幾年的時間 This will take years.
我們下週再繼續討論 We're gonna follow-up on this next week.
皮特部長 Secretary Peters?
我是 Yes.
我是托馬斯托里 I'm Thomas Tully.
救援空軍 Air force para-rescue.
退休了 Retired.
國防審計部需要一位區域主任 Defense Contract Audit Agency is looking for a Regional Director.
那可能會一失足成千古恨 That one would be a misstep.
好吧 現在你要孤軍作戰了 Okay, well, you're now officially on your own.
- 別這樣 - 電話簿在你的電腦裏 - Don't be like that. - Call sheet is in your computer,
部長找你 還有你妻子打電話給你 the Secretary is looking for you and your wife called.
等等 為什麼 Wait. Why?
呃 他沒說 Well...she didn't say.
不是 我說皮特找我幹什麼 No. Peters.
懷特五分鐘後想在他的辦公室見你 Whit wants to see you in his office in five minutes.
恭喜 卡爾 Congratulations on the job, Carl.
祝你順利 More mascots under your feet.
謝謝你 部長先生 Thank you Mr. Secretary.
坐吧 坐下 Sit. Sit down.
一位名叫托馬斯托里的軍事長 A Master Sergeant Thomas Tully
認為我們榮譽勳章的頒發不合理 doesn't think we're giving this MOH matter a perch e.
他誤會了 That's a misunderstanding.
我就是這樣說的 That's what I said.
先生 Sir?
阿比林行動 Operation Abilene
是所有戰爭中最血腥的一次戰爭 was one of the bloodiest battles of the entire war.
越南戰爭 The 'Vietnam' War.
謝謝提醒 Thanks.
多虧了 PJ 的努力才使得整個連沒有全軍覆沒 An entire company nearly wiped out but for this PJ's efforts.
就是降傘救援隊 Para-rescue jumper.
皮森帕爾克是傘兵團的傳奇人物 Pitsenbarger is a legend in the PJ community.
我了解 I understand that.
卡爾會幫你規劃行程 Well, Carl's putting together your itinerary.
你去收集法庭證供 要親力親為 You'll collect combat testimonies, personally,
然後好好準備整個複審 and prepare a package for a full decorations review.
但是我們要向委員會報告預算 But we're about to present the budget to committee.
對 卡爾會去辦 Yeah, well, Carl has it covered.
可是一直是我辦這個 I've been working on it.
一整年都是 All year.
但你現在要辦這個案子了 And now you're working on this.
榮譽勳章 The Medal of Honor
是對戰場上英勇表現的最高認可 is the highest recognition of Military valor there is.
巴頓說他願意以他的軍權來換取榮譽勳章 Patton said he'd have traded his command for that ribbon.
簡直就是白宮的艾森豪威爾 Eisenhower at the white house.
那麼你覺得 Now, why do you think
四星上將和總統對這件事會怎樣看 four star Generals and Presidents would say something like that?
老實說 我不知道 Honestly, I have no idea.
很好 這是一個很好的起點 Well, that's a very good place to start.
一些煩人的案子害得我沒得做好預算了 I'm off the budget because of some grunt-case
就因為皮特想收拾這個爛攤子 跟我開玩笑嗎 Peters in the shitter with him. Are you kidding me?
他不是煩人精 他是空軍 He's not a grunt. He's Air Force.
你沒得做好預算是因為你讓他難堪 And you're off the budget because you embarrassed him.
- 誰 托里嗎 - 不 皮特 - Who? Tully? - No. Peters.
聽著 我以前從來沒處理過勳章複審的案子 我 Look, uh, I've never done a medal review, I...
我...我沒時間辦哪個 I...I don't have time for this.
順便問一下 你找到了什麼工作 What job did you get, anyway?
我是麥迪遜霍爾特的立法總監了 I'm Legislative Director for Madison Holt,
如果你了解的話 if it's any of your business.
海陸空三軍主席嗎 Chairman of Armed Services?
怎麼 你還要我一字一句解釋給你聽嗎 Is there another? Look..what, do I have to spell this out for you?
我知道很瘋狂 It's just crazy.
花幾天時間去收集一些戰爭故事 Take a few days, go collect some war stories,
讓希麗亞寫陳述總結比這更費時間 have Celia write up a summery statement requesting more time.
我們先裝作我們很在乎的樣子 We look like we give a shit, just till it rolls-over
然後等下一個可憐蟲來接替你的工作 to the next poor slob who takes your job,
那你就可以全身而退了 甚至可以在清點預算之前結束這件事 and you're out of it, before Appropriations even sniffs the budget.
- 就這樣 - 對 就這樣 - That's it? - Yeah, that's it.
只是一天 親愛的 It's only gonna be a day, honey.
我們被四周呢轟了 完畢 We're getting fired from all corners.Over.
查理6號 道恩3號 Carlie-6-dawn 3.
- 大家趴低 - 找掩護 - Everybody down! - Take cover!
呼叫 有越共 Contact! Victor Charlie!
我們受重創 敵方火力太強了 We have wounded and we are taking fires!
海溫一號 佩德羅前往支援 完畢 Heaven-1, Pedro inbound, say, two mikes out.
收到 查理 6號我們現在過來了 Copy that, Charlie-6. We're inbound now.
- 查理 6號 - 跟在後面 - Charlie-6... - Get behind now!
他們有迫擊砲和自動武器 They have mortars and automatic weapon now.
這是埋伏 It's an ambush!
繼續走 Keep moving!
嘿 托里下面情況看起來不妙啊 Hey, Tully! It doesn't look too good down there.
他們不知道怎樣裝載擔架 They don't know how to load the litters.
天啊 是醫務人員 Holy shit! It's the medic.
- 好的 - 有人需要下去 - Okay. - Somebody needs to go down there...
幫他們 and get 'em straiten down.
不能 下面比地獄還恐怖 皮茨 No way, it's hotter than hell down there, Pits.
他們等不了 醫護人員倒下了 Those people can't wait. They've lost the medic.
我下去吧 速戰速決 Let me go down, speed up the whole deal.
我們一接到傷者你就回到直升機上 As soon as we have their wounded, you're back on this bird.
收到 Roger that.
你千萬要小心啊 You be goddamn careful.
我下去了 I'm going down!
你快回去 Get the fuck out of here!
感覺像是一次自殺任務 Sounds like a suicide mission.
自殺是毫無價值的 Suicide is hopeless.
皮森帕爾克所做的 What Pitsenbarger did was
充滿了勇氣 it was valor.
從我那個位置看下去 那場面不堪入目 It was a hell of a thing see from where I was sitting.
他為什麼沒有在1966年獲得那個勳章呢 Then why didn't he get the medal in '66?
- 你肯定有一些自己的見解 - 要是我的意見算數的話 - You must have some opinion. - If my opinion mattered
他早就獲得榮譽勳章了 this would have been done long ago.
你是做什麼的 中士 Do you do something, Sergeant?
你有工作嗎 Do you have a job or
你有工作嗎愛好 a hobby or is this
還是什麼都沒有 your full time thing?
我是舒緩護理科護士 I'm a palliative nurse.
我為末期病人還有他們的家屬工作 I work with terminal patients and their families
幫他們達成生命末期的願望 to clarify End-of-life goals and
控制症狀 減輕心理創傷 克服社交障礙 symptom management. Psycho. Social.
提供精神幫助 Spiritual support.
你自己鋪床的嗎 Do you make your own bed?
什麼 What?
這是一個很簡單的問題 Well, that's a simple question.
我妻子鋪床的 My wife does it.
她真的可憐 It must have sucked to be her.
這個問題有什麼意義呢 Is there... a point here somewhere?
我們以前他這樣 We'd been down this road before.
你就是一個新手 You just the FNG.
中士 Sergeant...
這個 this
你的檔案已經三十年沒有人理過了 old-pep project of your's has been in a coma for three decades.
對我來說已經沒有什麼好研究的 但是我還是要來 There's nothing in this for me, but I'm here anyway.
所以你到底想要什麼 So, what do you want?
不好意思讓你等... Sorry to keep you...
我比以前更愛睡覺了 I nap more than I used to.
皮森帕爾克先生 Mr. Pitsenbarger, sir.
你也知道 我老了 You know, I'm just getting old. It's, uh..
很難 把我從睡夢中叫醒 Hard, it's...Keep me awake long enough to enjoy it.
- 謝謝你 - 好的 - Oh, thank you. - Well.
- 謝謝 - 那麼 - Thank you. - So...
你是新來的 You're the new one.
新來的 The new one?
如果你想了解阿比林戰爭的真實故事 If you want the real story about Abilene,
你最好和那些士兵談談 you will need to talk to the mud soldiers.
他們是 And they are?
你為國防部工作是嗎 You working for the Department of Defense, right?
他們是陸軍 They are the Army guys, on the ground.
查理連隊 16號步兵 Charlie Company. 16th Infantry.
大紅一師 The big red one.
不過在他們看來並沒有這麼偉大 Well. As far as they're concerned, you see, it wasn't
這是比爾的戰役 Bill's fight.
但比爾是空軍 Bill was Air Force.
百份之八十傷亡都是查理連隊的 Charlie Company took 80 % of the casualties,
就是說一天內 有34人陣亡 that's 34 KIA's. In the same day
當然比已有參與 Bill was a part of it, of course.
但是 他不是他們的一員 But, he wasn't one of them.
這一點我們必須要清楚 We have to respect that.
好的 Alright.
比利塔克達 Now, Billy Takoda
住在 lives
斯特林小村 你這裏大概一小時的車程 over in Sterling County, that's about an hour's drive from here.
過去幾年 那些士兵的妻子們已經找到了他們中的大多數人 Over the years, the wives have tracked down most of the guys.
你可能會想先從他們找起 You might want to start with them.
這個比利 And this Billy
這個男人 guy
他會願意和我談談嗎 他還好嗎 is he..Will he talk to me? Is he alright?
你倆會談得很愉快的 Two of you should get a lot of fun.
有人嗎 Hello?
你在叫什麼 What the hell are you yelling for?
天啊 Jesus.
比利塔克達 Billy Takoda.
你這個人不容易找阿 Not an easy guy to find.
你們在下面小心點 聽到嗎 Y'all be careful down there, you hear?
傑米 離水遠點 Jeremy. Stay out of that water.
你有什麼事 So, what's your story?
你到這裏來幹什麼 Why are you here?
就是 Well,
我很崇敬你所經歷的一切 I appreciate what you've been through.
我來這裏是幫你的 Uh...I'm here to help.
如果你想幫忙的話 你應該拿起武器 If you wanted to help, you'd pick up weapon,
在戰場掃射 朋友 get some scan into game, friend.
從你出生開始 你就要熟悉炮火 You'd acknowledge you own a piece of every bomb drop,
每種子彈型號 every bullet fired ever since you've been born.
你的手上得沾滿鮮血 聽得懂嗎 That you have blood on your hand. You understand?
再給你一次機會 Second chance.
你到這裏來幹什麼 Why are you here?
這是我的工作 It's my job.
我別無選擇 I don't have a choice.
你看 進步了不少 See? That's progress.
交流當中脆弱的一方面 Vulnerability in communication.
但是誠實能建立信任 Honesty builds trust.
這是世上唯一有價值的東西了 That's the only real currency we get left in this world.
你現在可以信任我嗎 Now you can trust me?
還沒 No.
你介不介意我坐... Do you mind... if I... Uh...
這樣就可以 I'm, uh, here so I can
好好聽你的故事了 hear your side of the story.
我說 I talk.
你聽 You listen.
越戰不是我第一次加入的戰場 Vietnam wasn't my first square-dance.
我是一個狗面殺手 I was a dog-faced lifer.
天生的戰神 A natural war fighter.
我愛那種感覺 I loved it.
除此之外 沒有什麼能使我感到快活 Nothing... made me feel more alive.
但是我從來沒有見過阿比林戰爭那樣的場面 But I had never seen nothing like Abilene.
沒見過借番人性的喪失 A lost of men like that.
他媽 Fuck!
- 我去 醫護 - 快走 快走 - Fuck! Medic! - Let's go! Let's go!
- 醫護 - 簡 掩護我 - Medic! - Jan, Cover me!
- 醫護 - 掩護我 - Medic! - Take cover!
- 哦 天啊 - 完了 傑瑞 你還好嗎 - Oh, god! - Goddamn it, Jerry, you alright?
呼叫 有越共 Contact! Victor Charlie!
- 快走 快走 - 我中了彈 - Let's move! Let's move! - I'm hit!
我們受重創 敵方火力太強了 We have wounded and we're taking fire!
哦 媽的 Oh, fuck!
他們有迫擊砲還有自動武器 They have mortars and automatic weapons now.
是埋伏 It's an ambush! Oh!
皮森帕爾克 Pitsenbarger.
他是怎樣究下所有的人呢 Where'd he fit in all of this?
我們的醫護人員倒下了 Well, I had lost my medic.
我們沒有全套發射裝備 We had no LC, so...
所以我們向沒聯繫空軍求救了 we called in air force silos.
佩德羅 佩德羅 這是查理 6號 Pedro. Pedro. It's Charlie-6, be advised.
我們這裏的情況很緊急 We have an tight one down here.
傷亡慘重請立刻回覆 一點鐘方向 Multiple casualties, we need you soon at contact, one 'o clock.
看到我們立刻回覆 完畢 Advise when you got us in sight, over.
收到 查理 6號 佩德羅發射了煙霧彈 Copy, Charlie-6. Pedro has your smoke.
友茨下來 援助我們 Pits came down, saved lives.
解救受傷人員 Evaced wounded.
拼死解救那些他甚至不認識的人 Died fighting alongside men he never even knew.
飛行員 趴低 Get down, airman!
- 趴低 - 好 - Get down! - Okay.
哇 哇 哇 慢點 Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Slow it down!
擔架上面的可是你們的兄弟 Nothing but your man into the basket.
好了 現在 Okay, now.
你 You.
抓住這個 Get hold these.
好的 好的 Yeah, yeah.
- 小心點 輕一點 - 一 - Nice and easy, now! - One!
二 三 Two. Three.
好 抓緊 兄弟 Alright, hang tight, buddy.
我需要你們做些事 可以嗎 I'm gonna need you to do something for me, alright?
按住這個 好嗎 Keep the pressure on it, alright?
一直按著 只要你按著 你就能活著回家 All the way up, you keep that pressure on. You're going home.
- 把我吊上去 - 好 - Lift me! - Alright.
好 拉上去 Okay! Take it up!
- 好 抓緊了 小子 - 走吧 - Alright, hang tight, bud. - Move it!
- 守住防線 守住防線 - 快來 - Hold the line! Hold the line! - Come on.
- 怎樣中尉 - 我們的周圍有100米長 - What's the story, Lieutenant? - We've got a 100 meter perimeter.
我們四周都有人開火 We're taking fire from everywhere.
我們已經有兩位陣亡了 據我所知還有八名受了傷 We've got two KIA's and at least eight wounded that I know of.
好 我需要你們中的兩個人 Alright, I'm gonna need two of your guys.
聽你的 飛行員 It's your show, airman.
巴特 Bart!
托里說這個榮譽勳章的案子都是你的主意 Tully says this whole medal thing was your Idea.
是真的嗎 Is that true?
我準備了一些文件 交給了空軍部 就這樣 I made out the paper works, sent it up the air force chain, that's all.
- 但是他一直都沒有得到那塊勳章 - 嗯 - But he never got the medal? - Uh-uh.
沒有 Not to big daddy, no.
為什麼沒有 Why not?
那是戰爭 It was war.
皮茨不是唯一一個英勇的人 Pits wasn't the only one, you know.
我大概給 I must have wrote over
父母還有女朋友寫了幾十封信 a dozen letters to parents and girlfriend.
之後你能做的只有修補失去的 After that, all you can do is make amends
然後試試忘記 and try to forget.
你是怎樣做的 How do you do that?
就像我剛剛說的 大幹一場 Like I said, get some bomb into game.
你沒有回到越南嗎 You weren't...You weren't back to Vietnam?
我開始搞不懂這個世界了 I didn't understand the world anymore
我敢肯定這個世界也不懂我 and the world was sure as hell didn't understand me,
我還能去哪處呢 so, where the hell else was I gonna go?
我痊癒之後 After I got healed up,
我高中的一個兄弟打電話邀請我去喝啤酒 this old high school buddy of mine called and invited me for beers.
我們坐在酒吧 他說他把妹妹的故事 Now, we sitting at the bar and he shooting shit about girls,
回憶以前年少輕狂的往事 and how we used raise hell back in the day.
我們聊得越久 More we talk, more I realized
我就越來越麻木了 你明嗎 it was nothing hit, you know.
然後他大聲吼我 "你有紫心勳章 怎麼 你難道中過槍嗎" Then he blurts out, "Hey, You got Purple Heart. What happened, you get shot?".
酒吧這一刻安靜了 It gets real quiet.
全部酒櫃都盯著看我 All these drunk assholes just staring at me.
我能聽到的 All that I could hear is
只有那天從樹林裏傳來的尖叫聲 screams from the jungle that day and
還有砲兵的哨聲 artillery whistling in,
我開始生氣了 and I started to get pissed.
我就 So, uh...
撩起我的上衣 I pulled my shirt up
就為了讓他閉嘴 just to shut him up.
他看起來很尷尬 He looks kind of awkward and
然後他開始笑着 說 then he started chuckling, saying,
"你幹什麼 想逃避嗎" "What was you doing? Running away?"
你猜怎麼樣 我可能是在逃避 You know what? Maybe I was.
也許我一直都在逃避 Maybe that's what I've been doing all this time.
我在我的祖國是一個難民 I was a refugee in my own Country
那種感覺帶來的傷害比子彈痛一百倍 and that hurt way more than those bullets.
還痛嗎 爺爺 Are they still hurt, Grandpa?
哦 只有心裏痛了 小可愛 Oh, only on the inside, baby boy.
來 孩子 該吃飯了 Come on, kids. It's time to eat.
寶貝 我覺得秋葵湯快做好了 Honey, I think this Gumbo about ready.
我需要你做一些記錄 I'm gonna need you to get on the record.
這可能是你能獲得的唯一記錄了 That's about as only record you gonna get.
嘿 Hey!
伯爾女士嗎 你好 Donna Burr? Hi.
嘿 不到八點他不會起床的 Hey, man, he doesn't even get up till 8 o'clock.
哦 對不起 Oh! Uh...I'm sorry.
我是斯考特霍夫曼 國防部的 Scott Huffman. DOD.
他...他上夜班嗎 He...He works nights?
吉米有外傷綜合症 Jimmy's PTS.
他有官能強迫症 He's OCD.
他會常常出現幻覺 He suffers hallucinations
還有五十種戰爭後遺症 and about fifty other war related effects.
他白天睡覺 He sleeps during the day
因為夜晚會讓他感到害怕 because the night just plain terrifies him.
他還認識其他的越南退伍軍人嗎 Do you even know any Vietnam vets?
不 不認識了 No. It's, uh, no experience for me.
你們兩個是怎樣認識的 How did you two meet?
你的意思是不是我怎麼樣會看上吉米嗎 You mean what do I see in a section-8 like Jim?
不 不是這個意思 我只是 No. Not at all, ma'am. I'm...I'm just...
我是他的護士 I was his nurse.
在弗吉尼亞的時候 At the VA.
在他們身上你可以學到很多東西 You can learn a lot about these guys hanging with them.
他做過什麼 代價是什麼 What the did, what it cost.
每天他都說服自己繼續戰鬥下去 不要了結自己 And every day he finds the courage not to stick a gun in his mouth.
所以我覺得他值得同情 So, I think he deserves a little compassion.
相信我 我得到的遠比我付出的要多 And believe me, I get a lot more than I give.
所以如果他想在白天睡覺 So, If he wants to sleep during the days
我不在乎的 that's okay with me.
我見過弗蘭克皮森帕爾克了 So I saw Frank Pitsenbarger.
他 And, uh..
他告訴我你有查理連隊 He told me you have a contact list.
一些士兵的聯繫名單 For all the charlie company guys that you put together.
這就是你來此的目的嗎 So, that's what you want?
呃 Well,..
不我還想 No, I would...
和你的丈夫聊一下 Love to talk to your husband, too.
我希望你是真心的 I hope you're sincere about this,
因為吉米很難搞 because Jimmy is tougher than a two dollar steak,
他這個人還非常敏感 and he can smell a wreck from mile up wind.
我不介意他這些... Well, I don't have a position or an opinion...
這是你要的名單 Here's your list.
謝謝 Thank you.
你想和吉姆談話 你就得等等 You want to talk to Jimmy, you gonna have to wait.
- 我不敢保證他什麼時候醒 - 多謝 - I'm not making any promises. - Thank you.
嘿 Hey!
在我這兒 在崗位上睡覺是會被幹掉的 Sleeping at post get you fragged in my unit.
你知道我在說什麼嗎 長官 You know what I'm saying, sir?
這裏的人 People around here,
覺得我是一個吸血鬼 或許他們是對的 thinking I'm a goddamn vampire. Maybe they're right, too.
因為我已經三十二年沒有晚上睡過覺了 Because I ain't slept in the dark for 32 years.
你明我意思吧 長官 You know what I'm saying, sir?
你知道這是什麼嗎 You know what that is?
知道 Yes.
不 不知道 No. No, I...I don't.
好吧 Yeah.
這是大紅一師 Big red one.
第一步兵部隊 1st Infantry Division.
最鐵血的硬漢美軍 Baddest goddamn GI's ever laced to boot.
這槍上了膛嗎 Is that loaded?
他媽的 Fuck!
你知道沒有上膛的槍叫什麼嗎 You know what you call a gun that ain't loaded?
一枝沒用的爛棍子 長官 A fucking stick, sir.
那是什麼 吉米 You know what, Jimmy? Uh..
我可以...我可以稱呼你吉米嗎 Can I...Can I call you Jimmy?
我是一個公民 所以 I'm a civilian, so,
- 你沒必要稱呼我長官 - 我和你說話 - you don't have to call me sir. - The only reason I'm talking
而且沒有開槍的唯一原因 是因為托里 and not shooting, is because of Tully.
你說你來是為了讓皮茨獲得榮譽勳章一事 對嗎 You say this is all about Pits getting the medal, is that right?
對 當然 Right. Absolutely.
我不想理睬你 Because I don't give a shit about you.
我對任何事情都漠不關心 I don't give a shit about anything.
我只想要一個人待著 I just want to be left goddamn alone!
你明白我意思嗎 You understand what I'm saying?
我從來不接受任何人對我空間的一點點侵犯 I may not being fucked over and fucked around.
沒有人知道我在戰場遭遇了什麼 Nobody knows what went down with me over there.
沒有人知道 Nobody knows!
你明白我意思嗎 長官 You understand what I'm saying, sir?
聽著 我 Listen, man, I...
我不是來挨槍子的 I didn't come here to get shot at,
也不是來打擾你的生活 我只是... or to rattle your cage. I'm just...
我來這裏只因為托里說你的陳述會很重要 I'm just here because Tully said your statement was important,
皮森帕爾克先生也這樣說 as did Mr. Pitsenbarger.
我是他們見過最老的新兵 I was oldest FNG they'd ever seen.
德國 Germany.
關島 Guam.
還是操蛋的沖繩 Goddamn Okinawa.
十年來我從來沒有開過槍 Ten years and I've never squeezed off one round.
你明白我意思嗎 長官 You understand what I'm saying, sir?
FNG 這是什麼意思啊 FNG? What...What is that?
新兵 Fucking new guy.
不被人重視 No more that tits on a snake.
新兵總是會害慘大家 FNG's got people killed.
整年等待 All damn years of waiting,
1966年 我來到了越南 come Easter '66, I'm in goddamn Vietnam.
我可不是為了戰爭而去的 I mean, I didn't sign up for the shit.
33歲的我 33 years old,
飢渴地拿著槍 隨時準備大開殺戒 I was a gun whore and ready to kill something.
嘿 瑞 Hey, Ray.
你沒多少子彈吧 You short, right?
還有32天我就能在施利茨傲遊了 32 days and I'll be swimming in Schlitz
除非我被你害死在戰場 unless you get me killed.
你要多久才能硬起來 How long it take you to grease your first dink?
- 你明白我意思嗎 - 滾埋一邊去 - You know what I'm saying? - Get off my back.
你有毛病啊 What's your problem, man?
你們兩個找死啊 嗯 You two trying to get each other killed? Hm?
愛爾蘭佬 滾開一邊 Mick, get the hell away from here.
嘿 你不該這樣子的 Hey, you know better, right?
保持警惕 好嗎 Keep the eyes open, will 'ya?
趴低 趴低 趴低 趴低 Down! Down, down, down!
敵軍來了 Incoming!
趴低 趴低 Get down! Get down!
有多少人 How many?
- 他們在哪處 - 我看到了他們 - Where are they? - I got 'em.
- 他們有幾個 - 三個亞洲人 - What do we got? - Gooks. Three of 'em.
我...我殺了一個 I...I...I got a one.
我殺了一個 I got one.
天啊 Holy shit.
- 漂亮的一槍 - 查理 6號 這是查理 3號 - Nice shot. - Charlie-6, Charlie-3.
- 這是查理 6號 - 中尉 發生了什麼 - Charlie-6. - Lieutenant, what the hell is going on up there?
有個新兵完成了他的人生第一殺 FNG bust his first kill, is all.
收到還有其它事嗎 Copy that. Anything else?
沒有 Negative.
收到 查理3號 完畢 Roger that. Charlie-3 out.
凱夫 檢查一下他 Kiev, check his fantail,
然後在他身下埋兩個手榴彈 then shove a couple of grenades up under.
如果有人來找他 好提醒我們 If anybody comes for him, we want to know.
新兵啊 FNG.
歡迎來到越南 吉米 Welcome to Nam, Jimmy.
走吧 我扶著你 Come on. I got 'ya.
我從來沒看過人在面前就那樣死掉 I had never seen nobody died before.
這件事在我腦子裏揮之不去 That little matter sucked all the past right out of me.
你明白我意思嗎 長官 You understand what I'm saying, sir?
整整12小時 我一直在為那件事感到難過 I felt real bad about that for exactly twelve hours.
然後我開始對任何事情都麻木了 And then I didn't feel bad about nothing.
我還以為這些是最後在箱底的文件 I thought this was going to the bottom of the pile.
我們才是被壓在箱底的人 We are the bottom of the pile.
有個叫雷蒙特的人打來 說他要來說證供 Some guy named Raymont called, said he was confirming.
今天的創傷後驅魔儀式要開始了 Today's adventures in post traumatic exorcism.
希望他沒有帶槍 Hopefully he won't have a gun.
坐下來陪我完成 Sit down and walk me through the requirements
獲得國會獎章的要求 for a congressional decorations package.
- 新的見證人陳述 - 好的 我們正在辦這個 - New eye witness statements. - Okay, we're doing that.
國防部的傷亡報告 DOD report of casualty.
他已經死了 這兩項完成 Well, he's definitely dead, so that's two.
還有上級擔保聲明 And chain of command endorsements.
對了 在哪呢 Bingo! Where are they?
因為 Because
一個叫凱珀的人 some guy named Kepper
寫了一份事後報告並且遞交了 wrote the after action report and pass it up.
這樣必須要獲得邊和市那邊的批准 It'd have to had been approved from Bien Hoa..
要從西貢送到五角大樓 Saigon to here at the Pentagon.
- 那肯定需要有正規流程 - 對 所以它在那處呢 - Well, that'd have been protocol. - Right. So where is it?
已經丟了三十二年了 Unlocked and get lost in 32 years. I mean..
這就是政府要做的工作 This is the Government we're talking about.
如果我不能找到上級擔保文件的話 Well, if I can't find the chain of command endorsements,
這個事情就沒得談 this thing is DOA.
我亦無從下手 I'm out of it.
你為什麼不去問問凱珀呢 Why not ask Kepper?
因為他住在芽莊 Because he is living in the Nha Trang
在越南 距離美國十一個時區 which is in Vietnam and that's 11 time zones away.
你似乎忘了有一種東西叫電話 There is this new invention called the telephone.
很顯然這個人是一個偽基督徒 Look, apparently, this guy is some christian burn-out,
那種會在菩提樹下吸大麻的人 smoking ganja under the Bhodhi Tree.
我不會去的 I'm not..going there.
- 這是預算表嗎 - 對 - Is that the budget sheet? - Yeah.
好吧 我一會兒打給你 Alright, I'll call you from the room.
我走進這裏 I come out here,
擊碎一兩個箱子的東西 knock out a box or two,
瞄準目標發射子彈 check my targets, pick up my brass.
讓我把平時的怒火都發洩了 Keeps me civil with the kids, you know.
我聽說你去了見吉米伯爾 I hear you went to see Jimmy Burr.
對 Yeah. Ahem.
他靠殺生來釋放壓力 He kills things to release stress.
目標箱 75米 Flower of box, 75 meters.
對 現在他的頭裏還有一顆子彈 Yeah, he's got a bullet in his head still.
沒有殺死他 所以他們把他留在了弗吉尼亞 It didn't kill him, so they slammed him into the VA.
二十年來一直給他注射麻醉劑 Doped him up for about 20 years.
無法理解 Can't imagine why.
這可不是什麼好事呢 It's a hell of a thing, you know.
殺了人之後還能 Have somebody die so you can
開槍爆瓜 pop Melons and
或者在月光下獵兔 shoot rabbits by the light of the moon.
武器沒有問題 吉恩 Weapons clear, Gene.
武器沒問題 Weapons clear.
你的名聲顯赫 Your reputation precede you.
吉米不信這一套 Jimmy isn't a fan.
對 托里也不信 Yeah, Tully either.
如果你們想 Well, if you guys want
讓他獲得榮譽勳章 this guy to get the medal
我需要一些你們的陳述 I gotta get statements.
- 用來作證 - 那是幾十年前的事了 - Testimony. - It was one day, decades ago.
皮森帕爾克主動地加入 Pitsenbarg came into that shit storm
那天的戰局 你有什麼評價呢 on purpose. I mean, how do you account for that?
職責 義務 Duty. Commitment.
任務 Mission.
你選一個 Pick one.
我一直告訴他讓他走 I kept telling him to get out.
但他不走 But he wouldn't go.
就連他的指揮官都讓他回去 Even his CO ordered him to back up.
那架直升機快散了 That bird was getting ripped up,
但是他卻讓他們飛走 but he waved them off.
可能還救了他們的性命 Probably saved them, too.
他本來是空軍 Hell, he was Air Force.
他不應該出現在哪個地方的 He shouldn't even have been there.
- 我們都不應該 - 為什麼 - Non of us should. - How so?
我們當時已經在外巡邏了兩個星期 We were already been out two weeks on patrol, but once we
但是一旦我們和那些北越正規軍的衝突爆發 tangled with those NVA forces, naturally,
我們不得不完成使命 we got the duty.
使命 Duty?
餌誘 兄弟 Bait. Brother.
活生生的誘餌 Live bait.
大家趴低 Everybody down!
他們把我們放在哪兒作誘餌然後聯繫我們 They put us there and they contact
A小隊或 B小隊會開飛機過來 Alpha or Bravo would flank and
把他們捻成灰燼 we'd grind 'em into pulp.
不惜一切代價都要把他們拿下 Take'em out of whatever the cost.
搜查然後摧毀 好好用上你的老槍 Search and destroy. Notches on your pistol, baby.
計算射殺率 清點屍體 Kill ratio, body counts..
這真是很瘋狂 It was total bullshit.
韋斯馬隆 麥克納馬拉 約翰遜 Wes Marlon, McNamara, Johnson.
他們就是這樣賭錢的 That's how they kept the money flowing.
見找亞洲人聚集的巢穴 Kicking anthill, use 'em mess with gooks,
第二天北越正規軍會再返回 next day the NVA would be right back again.
- 發生了什麼 - 亞洲人 長官 - What's happening? - Well, the gooks, sir!
- 那裏 - 就在那處 長官 - Where? - Over there, sir!
他們到處都是 This place is crawling with them!
離開 離開 Move! Move!
- 他們在樹上 - 他們在樹上 - They're on the trees! - They're on the trees!
他們在樹上 They're on the trees!
他媽的 Fuck!
掩護我 Cover me!
我們根本沒有贏的機會 We didn't have a fucking chance.
你不在狀態啊 Ah, you're dogging it.
告訴你吧 Just so you know,
我在皮森帕爾克的文件裏沒找到上級擔保文件 I can't find the chain of command endorsements in the Pitsenbarger file.
那麼 把這個寫進報告 So, put it in your report.
我遺漏了一些重要訊息 I am missing something.
你在幹什麼 What are you doing?
什麼 What?
這個案子比你的年紀都大 This thing was ancient history before you were born.
我跟你講 Let me tell you something.
在國防部是一件無可厚非的事實 It is an undisputed fact at the Pentagon
所有文件的原件都在那些官員手中 that all the real hardware goes with the officers.
空軍史上確實有一個獲得榮譽勳章的在案軍人 There's been one enlisted Medal Of Honor in in the history of the Air Force.
所以 有人就因為之前有個在案軍人而把後來者的擔保文件弄丟了嗎 So, somebody makes endorsements disappear because a guy is enlisted?
這不是你能管的事 It's not a canon worm you want to open.
為什麼 Why not?
因為處理空軍獎章 Because confronting the Air Force Decorations Board
不關你的事 is not in your business.
射籃 Shoot.
- 我要去洗澡 - 好 - I'm getting a shower. - Yeah.
讓我點球 Let me count.
嘿 你好 大忙人 Hey, there, hotshot.
我還以為你消失了 I thought you'd go off the planet.
我在努力跟上節奏 這個過程需要花點時間 I'm pacing myself. It's the long way down.
可能幫到你什麼呢 What can I do for you?
你知道約翰哈克邁爾上將嗎 You ever hear of a General John A. Hackmyer?
他是團裏的 He was one of the Army
戰爭期間在西貢 silver backs, down in Saigon, during the war.
他還是服務部部長 He was also the Service Secretary
負責批准榮譽勳章的頒發 that approved the Medal of Honor review division.
你能找到他嗎 Can you get track him down?
他可能在家種田呢 I mean, he is preferably fertilizer by now,
還有 你自己就是國防部的 besides, you're the one with the DOD security clearance.
可能我們不想讓國防部的人知道這件事 Maybe we don't want the DOD to know.
可否等一下 Can you hold on a second?
不想嗎 We don't?
上級的擔保文件 Chain of command endorsements
不是國會復審需要的重要文件 aren't essential element for congressional review.
我也找不到它們 And they're not in the file.
你想問我什麼 What are asking me?
我想問你 我們要找的東西是不是真的丟了 I'm asking you if it's possible that what we're looking for is really lost.
你在幹什麼嗎 What are you doing?
我在做我該做的 I'm doing my job.
你問我在幹什麼 是什麼意思 What do you-- What do you mean, what I'm doing?
如今 你這個品質不常見了 It's a rare quality these days.
這麼 最近長良心了 What, did you grow a conscience?
不是 Not at all.
太浪費精力了 It's a waste of energy.
好 我去查查 Well, I sniff around.
好 Okay.
- 爸 - 你好呀 小滑頭 - Daddy! - How are you doing, Mister?
有人來訪 We have company.
嗨 Hi.
從惠林頓開校車來花了不少時間吧 Long drive from Wellington on a school bus.
我沒有車 I don't have a car.
他們同意我來保管校車 They let me take her home.
誰想去砌城堡嗎 Who wants to go to the Fort?
- 我 - 好 - Me! - Okay.
謝謝你的咖啡 Thanks for your coffee.
不用客氣 Pleasure.
我的頭腦很亂 It mess with my head, man...
你來找我之後 The way you came to see me.
讓我開始思緒萬千 Started having dreams again.
睡不著覺 Can't sleep.
很正常 Probably normal.
考慮到... Considering...
請坐 Sit down.
我 I, uh,
當我從西貢的軍醫院出來時 When I got out of the Army Hospital in Saigon,
我想為我的母親穿上制服 即使我知道 I wanted to wear my dress uniform for my mother, even though I knew..
他們會把我抬下飛機 她... Even they they carried me off the plane. She was...
她看到我的時候在哭泣 She was crying when she saw me,
我帶著綬帶和紫心勳章 I had ribbons and my Purple Heart.
他們把我帶去了弗吉尼亞 They took me strait to the VA.
我回家前在那裏待了三個月 And I was in there months before I got home,
回來後我再也沒有見過我的制服了 and I never saw that uniform again.
她打我在戰場露營用的東西都打包起來 She packed everything up from the war on my duffel.
就像那件事從來沒有發生過一樣 Like it never happened, you know.
我也不在乎 And I guess I didn't care, 'cause..
因為那些東西都在她的小閣樓裏放著 They sitting at her attic ever since.
我女兒是一位 My daughter is a
心理醫生 shrink.
她告訴我 She told maybe
把那些東西拿出來 it would be good
對我可能是一件好事 for me to unpack it.
所有的東西都在那裏 Everything was still there,
衣服上還有戰場的氣味 smell of the war still on the cloths.
還有 And, uh..
這個是皮茨給我的 Pits gave that to me.
他讓我好好保管它 He asked me to take care of it.
他讓我把這個帶給她 He asked me to bring it to her.
他救了我的命 這是 That guy saved my life and it was
這是他唯一的一件東西 it was the only thing he has to him.
我不想做 I wouldn't do it.
我做不到 I couldn't do it.
呃 Well.
你知道這意味著什麼 You know what that mean.
1954年 1954,
整晚都在下雪 那是一個美麗的聖誕節 snowed all night. Oh-ho, that was a beautiful Christmas.
我給比爾買了一個可伸縮的飛機 I got Bill his flexible flyer.
現在還在車庫呢 It still out there in the garage.
你們很親近嗎 You were close?
當然 但是 Sure. But, uh..
那幾天 我在行軍路上 I was on the road in those days
我錯過了好多 I missed so much.
- 哦 - 對 - Oh... - Yeah.
你和你父親親近嗎 You close to your dad?
事實上 我從來沒有見過他 Actually, I'd never met him.
為什麼...為什麼你讓他離開 Why...Why did you let him go?
為什麼你不阻止他 Why didn't you stop him?
你不能夠 You can't
教導你的孩子正確的價值觀 teach your children values
然後因為害怕最後會失去些什麼 and then just withdrawn because
去違背你的價值觀 you are afraid of what you might lose.
但代價很大 It just seem like such a high price to pay.
但如果我的孩子不去 If not my son
那麼會是誰家的孩子呢 then whose?
我鄰居的 My neighbours?
我妹妹的 My sisters?
還是你呢 Yours?
比爾 Bill,
他的奉獻讓我們很自豪 he honored by all of us by serving,
這是一件很偉大的事情 and it's no small thing.
無意冒犯 No disrespect.
沒關係 Non taken.
在1965年 In 1965,
第一支陸軍 the first ground troops
到達峴港 landed at Da Nang
我一直在電視上觀看報道 I had the thing on TV all the time.
幾個星期後 A couple of weeks later,
美國大使館被炸了 the US Embassy was bombed.
他的同齡美國人 Americans his age
開始一個個死去 stared dying,
都是我們鎮上的孩子 boys from our own town.
他可能被感觸到了 I...I think it moved him.
又一晚他找到我 He came to me one night.
我知道他在想什麼 I knew what he was thinking.
老天 我的內心真的很糾結 God, he was sent jolt rides for me.
但是他看起來很輕鬆 But he went easy on me.
他從來沒有問我們同不同意 He never asked for permission.
我覺得他知道萬一他遭遇了不測 I think he knew what it would mean later
對我們來說意味著什麼呢 if something happened to him.
那天我醒來的時候 And By the time I woke up
他已經離開了 he'd already gone.
下一次我看見他 The next time I saw him,
他剪了頭髮 做事更有條理 he had a haircut and orders.
我從來沒有像那天那麼害怕過 也沒有像那天那麼自豪過 I was never so frightened and I was never so proud.
我控制不住自己 I can't help it but
但是我還是想念 I still miss
他在院子裏修剪草坪的樣子 of watching him mow the lawn out there.
他的運動鞋上沾著青草的香氣 The smell of fresh cut grass on his sneakers.
他會把衣服疊放整齊 And how he folded his clothes
即使骯髒衣服也是如此 even when they were dirty,
因為他知道媽媽看見了會很開心的 cause he knew it pleased his mom.
我還想念他 And I miss the way
在睡覺前敲床板 he tapped his cleats for luck
祈求好運的樣子 when he went out to bed.
還有他每次發現我給他...夾菜時的反應 And the way he always found me...put in his own plate
我想念的事情有千千萬萬件 There is thousand things like that.
但是最讓我想念的 But mostly,
是我沒能看到的他本該做的那些事情 I miss what I didn't get to see him do.
什麼意思 What do you mean?
我沒能夠看到他 Well, I never got to see him
結婚的模樣 marry
還有他有了自己孩子的模樣 or fall in love with a child of his own.
因為那時之後 Because only then
他就會知道他的爸爸有多愛他 could he understand how much his father loved him.
我...我有一個兒子 I...I have a son.
那麼你應該能理解我們的心情 Then you know what we're talking about.
誰是 Who is, uh,
詹尼 Jenny?
哦 詹尼 Oh, Jenny.
賴納 非常漂亮 Reiner. So beautiful.
比爾出國後她來和我們住在一起 She came to live with us when Bill was overseas.
霍夫曼先生 You see, Mr. Huffman..
那天我們其實 We actually lost
失去了兩個孩子 two children that day.
這是她的信 Here are her letters.
她結婚那天把這些給我們的 She gave them to us when she got married.
但是我們從來沒有讀過 But we could never bring ourselves to read 'em.
皮森帕爾克先生 Mr.Pitsenbarger. ]
我...我想聲明 I...I want to be clear.
這個過程不僅會持續 This process doesn't take
幾個月 months.
甚至持續好幾年 It would takes years.
斯考特 我有癌症 Scott, I have a cancer.
如果你信醫生的話 我早就死了 I should've been gone already, if you'd believe the doctors.
但是我的男人他是勇士 But he's a fighter. My man.
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
你信我 死亡不比失去一個孩子來得痛苦 Dying isn't harder than losing a child, I promise you.
做任何事情盡你所能吧 先生 Do what you can, sir.
謝謝 Thank you.
他睡得好甜喎 He sleeps so soundly.
他沒有煩惱事 He has no worries.
皮森帕爾克 Pitsenbarger.
他什麼都有 He had everything.
大家真的很在乎他 People really care about the guy,
也很愛他 and really loved him.
他是怎樣放棄這些的 How could he give all that up?
他知道他拋下的是什麼 但他還是 He knew what he was leaving behind and still he...
很堅定 had such certainty.
癲定什麼 Of what?
他堅定 That
就算是槍林彈雨也不會 no bullet was gonna
停下他成就自我的腳步 stop him from being who he was.
而我從沒有對我生活裏的任何東西感到這般的堅定 I never felt that certain about anything in my entire life.
我有 I have.
聽著 別逞強 好嗎 Look, we don't play boss, alright?
不管怎樣 別動 別發出聲音 No matter what, don't move, don't breath.
快 快 快點 Come on. Come on. Hurry up.
我們四周都有敵軍 We have contact all around us!
BC 把這條戰線看得非常重要 BC got the whole goddamn battalion out of bed for this one.
我們要堅守這個圈 We gonna tight knot this circle, right now.
塔克達還在圈外 長官 Takoda still out there, sir.
- 去找他 - 威爾和伯爾也是 - Let's find out! - Willie and Burr, too.
大家不要到邊界外去 Nobody gets left outside the perimeter.
嘿 Hey!
喂 Hello?
不管你想要什麼 Whatever it is you want,
沒事 it's okay.
嘿 Psst!
有人活著嗎 Is anybody alive?
有 Yeah.
我不能呼吸了 I can't breath.
你受傷很重啊 中尉 Well, they messed you up good, Lieutenant.
救我離開 Get me out of here, will you?
我要你幫助你的中尉 I need your help with your Lieutenant, okay?
- 好嗎 - 你幫幫威爾吧 - You with me? - You gotta help Willie.
- 我們不能掉下他 - 威爾會沒事的 好嗎 - We can't leave him. - Sh...Willie's gone, friend, alright?
兄弟 你聽得清楚嗎 看著我 Pal, are you with me? Look at me.
- 保持清醒 - 好 - You with me? - Yeah.
好 快 Alright. Come on.
站起來 來 搭著肩膀 Up you get. Come on, grab a shoulder.
一 二 三 One. Two. Three.
走 走 Let's go! Let's go.
這邊 This way!
這是塔克達 老天開眼 別開槍 It's Takoda. For Christ sake, don't shoot.
放在這邊 Going down over there.
這邊 慢點 慢點 Over there. That's it. Easy, easy, easy.
移動 移動 Move! Move!
綁住 好嗎 Snap it and pack it, alright?
別太緊 And not too tight, alright? Just...
- 壓住靜脈血管 - 好 - Venous pressure. - Alright.
好 就這樣 Okay, that's it.
可以了 That's it.
好 Okay.
嘿 做得好 Hey, you're doing great.
你做得很好 You're doing just great.
好了 來 Alright, okay.
一 二 三 One. Two. Three.
你撐住 好嗎 別動 I need you to hold back, alright? Don't let that move.
好嗎 Okay?
你為什麼在這裏 Why are you here?
因為你在啊 Because you're here.
他有沒有 Did he...
說什麼 Say anything?
他從來都不說一個字 He never says anything.
嘿 Hey.
- 似乎有人看中你了 - 嗨 卡爾 - Somebody somewhere likes you. - Hey, Carl.
聯邦調查局在入職調查 The FBI is doing due diligence,
你在立法事務部部長的助手名單上 you're on the short list for Assistant Secretary for Legislative Affairs.
你告訴了他們什麼 What did you tell 'em?
說你對小姐滿嘴謊言欺騙皮條客 That you're lying womanizing pimp and you cheated hoops.
他們向我保證這些都是軍事要求 They assured me those all are occupational requirements.
那榮譽勳章呢 And what about the MOH?
榮譽勳章 我已經分配下去了 MOH? I already assigned it.
我應該一開始就這樣做的 I mean, I probably should have done it in the first place.
注定有人要提拔起 Somebody is bound to pick you up.
我看到你的筆記裹寫參議員霍爾特在競選 I see Senator Holt's paddling in election in your memoir.
對你應該看看 可能會學到了什麼東西 Yeah, should read it. You might learn something.
你寫了嗎 You write any of it?
一半一半吧 Every other word.
不錯 卡爾 That's good, Carl.
你四年來第一次說了句實話 Firs time you told the truth in four years.
你什麼回事 What's the matter with you?
你不想要國防部最好的工作嗎 You don't want the best civilian job in the Pentagon?
是這裏造就了你 I mean, This...This makes you.
你可以輕易進出這裏 Just easy moves from here on out.
更別說讓你回到撥款委員會了 Not to mention, getting you back to Appropriations.
我要完成報告 I need to finish this report.
你開玩笑嗎 你看著我 Are you Kidd...Look at me.
你可是食肉動物 你是吃肉的 You're predator, man. You're goddamn meat-eater.
你這個思想很危險啊 That single instinct has taken you very far
所以別這樣感情用事 in a very short time. So, don't get sentimental on me now.
所以你要 So you're gonna...
- 修補哪個案子 - 對 當然 - patch the review? - Yeah, absolutely.
我要找個實習生去處理 I'll send an intern down to pick it all up.
- 哇 - 恭喜你 - Wow. - Congratulations, man.
我覺得我第二次做這個更順手了 I think I'd be better at this second time around.
哈 Hm...
你可以讀讀說明書 Well, you could read the instructions.
那就是作弊了 That would be cheating.
斯坦頓在找你 Stanton was looking for you.
他找到我了 Well, he found me.
我在立法部部長的助手候選名單上 I'm on that short list for Assistant Secretary For Legislative Affairs.
那大偉克羅夫特怎樣辦 What about David Croft?
克羅夫特出局了 Croft's out.
哦 那真好 Oh, that's great, then.
事業有成 It's a career maker.
眼界開闊 View of the river.
既然他們願意讓你開眼界的話 Well, since they threw in their view.
對 Yeah.
那又有什麼問題呢 I mean, what's wrong with that?
那榮譽勳章呢 What about the MOH?
皮森帕爾克在鎮上 Uh...Pitsenbargers are in town.
弗蘭克斯在巴河做檢查 Franks having some tests at the BA.
他怎樣 What's wrong with him?
尤因的腫瘤 Ewing's sarcoma.
天啊 God.
他們感恩節回來 They're gonna be here for thanks giving.
他們來看看我們過得怎樣 Maybe they will see our situation
來見見盧卡還有你 and meet Luke and you...
你用我們來做藉口嗎 You're not using us as your excuse.
我們的生活不是藉口 塔拉 是事實 Our life is not excuse, Tara, it's a fact.
還有 斯坦頓會在我之後 Besides, Stanton said he's gonna have
找人來繼續負責這個案子 someone pick it up right where I leave off.
好吧 Okay.
在我們搬到布克小村的之前 We were Michigan fans long before
我們特別喜歡密歇根 we were moved to Buckeye county.
密歇根狼獾隊到哥倫布市的時候那可不是什麼一般的比賽 It's more than a football game when the Wolverines come to Columbus.
你們依然會去看比賽嗎 You still go to the game?
- 哦 不 不 - 1965年之後就沒有了 - Oh, god, no. Not... - 1965.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
談論比爾是我一生中最開心的事 Talking about Bill is one of the greatest joys of our life.
使我充滿活力 Keeping him alive
使我保持堅強 keeps us strong.
這就是我們在失去他後 It's how we balance our grief
在痛苦中快樂生活的方法 and how we live a happy life without him.
哦 Oh.
那是遊戲機嗎 Is that a game?
哦 那是提醒我吃藥的儀器 Oh, this is a machine that gives me my medicine.
哦 Oh.
- 我們要失陪一下 - 好 - We're minutes away. - Yeah.
我們準備好了 We're ready.
- 要我幫忙嗎 - 哦 - May I help? - Oh, uh...
盧卡為什麼不帶愛麗絲和弗蘭克參觀一下你的房間呢 Luke, honey, why don't show Alice and Frank your room?
- 好的 好的 - 謝謝 - Okay, okay. - Thank you.
你覺得我該怎樣做 How do you think I should do this?
講實話嗎 Be honest.
我是說怎樣做火雞 I meant the turkey.
斯考特 Scott...
我可以 May I, uh,
做飯前禱告嗎 give the blessing?
好 當然可以 Yeah. Of' course.
好 Okay.
天父 Heavenly Father,
感謝你賜予我們食物 please bless this food
這將會滋養這個茁壯的家庭 that it may nourish this growing family
還有我們之間的友誼 and the friendship between us.
還有請稱讚這位年輕人 And give praise to this young man
他致力於向我們正名 as he honors us with his commitment to ensure
我失去的孩子的犧牲 that the sacrifices of the fallen
沒有付之一炬 were neither in vain
他的犧牲將會別人永遠銘記 nor will they ever be forgotten.
阿門 Amen.
你在幹什麼 先生 What are you doing, Mister?
- 你在這裏幹什麼 - 托里 - What are you doing here? - Tully
有你的號碼 had your number, so,
我打了電話和你妻子聊聊 非常善良的女人 I called and talked to your wife. Nice woman.
他告訴了我你在這裏 She told me where you was at.
坐吧 Sit down.
喝咖啡嗎 Coffee?
- 不用 - 不用 - No. - No.
你找我就是為了給我這個 You tracked me down to give me this?
你 You...
從來都沒能理解 Never appreciate
美國刨冰的能力 what American artillery can do.
你有看到他們害自己人嗎 Do you see it waste your own people?
你說什麼呢 What are you talking about?
第一輪殺了三個 First round kill three,
如果北越兵先衝向了他們 ain't no telling how many of the wounded would've died later...
我都不知道多少傷兵會死 If the VCN got to 'em first.
如果射擊手有一張完整的地圖 If you give your shooters a good plat
那麼他們都可以瞄準105米外的熊 them red lays could put .105 round inside of pickle bear.
我把距離算錯了 I got the distance correction wrong.
我們把炸彈扔到了自己的陣營 We got thump by our own shit.
你說什麼 What are you saying?
我們誤傷了自己人 兄弟 It was blue on blue, brother.
向自己人開火 Friendly fire, ain't no getting around that.
傷亡 傷亡 Damage. Damage!
三號倉有人開火 Silo 3 has a fire mission.
敵方開火 Shift from kwiz land
方向3-1-0 Direction, 3-1-0.
距離300米 Distance 300 meters.
我們會校準的 We will adjust.
該死 Shit.
校準到一百米處 Adjust one hundred!
他媽的 Fuck!
那是什麼鬼啊 What the hell was that?
我需要彈藥 I need the fucking ammo!
有人受傷 Man down!
三號倉有人開火 Silo 3 has fire mission.
方向5-4-6 距離100開火 Drop 100. 5-4-6.
- 靠近敵軍 - 收到 中尉 - Make it danger close! - Roger that, Sergeant.
靠近敵軍 Make it danger close!
快讓開 Move up!
愛爾蘭佬 Mick!
- 哦 天啊 - 愛爾蘭佬 - Oh, god. - Mick!
當托里說 So when Tully says
我是這一切的開端 I'm the one was started it
他說得沒有錯 that's what he really means.
事實就是 Truth is
我殺了自己人 I killed my own men.
如果我把距離算對了 If I got those numbers right
皮森帕爾克就可能永遠都不會接到那個通電話 Pitsenbarger probably never even gets that call.
他就不會下來 就不會冒險... Never comes down that wire or never...
救我的命了 saves my life.
也許現在是他正坐在河岸 Maybe he is the one sitting on a river bank
周圍有孩子相伴 somewhere with his grand kids around.
但是現在我享受著這一切 And that'd have been fine by me.
他卻去世了 Instead he is dead,
他們還給我頒發了該死的銀星獎章 and they give me the goddamn Silver Star.
我憑什麼 For what?
我每年都坐著思考 那20秒 I sit around year and a year out, thinking about 20 seconds
我向上帝許願把我帶回32年前 32 years ago I wished to God I can have back.
保命不是犯罪 Surviving isn't a crime.
不 確定不是 No, it ain't.
而是無期徒刑 It is a life sentence.
幫助取得那個勳章給皮茨 Getting that medal for Pits
和他的家庭還有我犧牲的兄弟 for his family and for the men I lost,
可能是我為那場戰爭做得最正確的事情 might be the only decent thing I get to pull out of that war.
那麼 So,
你不如回到華盛頓 what don't you going back up to Washington
幫我實現這件事吧 好嗎 and make that happen, alright?
爸 Daddy!
嗨 Hey!
我口渴了 I'm thirsty.
好的 小子 我給你拿點水喝吧 Okay, buddy, let's get you a drink.
爸 這些是你幫助的那些軍人嗎 Daddy, are those the Army men you're helping?
對啊 Yeah, they're.
你想讓我成為軍人嗎 Do you want me to be a Army man?
嘿 怎樣啦 Hey! What's going on?
他要喝點水 He just needs a drink.
好的 我們去喝水 好嗎 Oh, I see. Let's go get you some water, huh?
嗯 Hm h.
- 你還好嗎 - 挺好的 我一會兒去找你 - Everything okay? - Yeah. I see you in a bit.
- 好吧 - 好 - Okay. - Alright.
我們去喝水 Let's get you some water.
我 I was
是在戰爭中一個很有趣的時機被派去越南 deployed to Vietnam at a very interesting point
那裏發生的事情促使我寫了這本書 during the war and, naturally, what prompted me to write the book.
在一個步兵連隊時 I was initially serving
我擔任 G-3執行長官 as the G-3 Operations Officer for the first Infantry division.
大紅一師 The Big Red One.
然後我們被派去西貢西北部 And we were deployed, uh, north west of Saigon.
是首都附近非常重要的一個區域 And very crucial area next to the Capital--
喂 Hello?
嘿 Hey.
謝謝 Thank you.
- 他在哪兒 我能見他嗎 - 冷靜 - Where is he? Can I see him? - Slow down.
好 Okay.
嘿 弗蘭克 Hey, Frank.
有人來看你 Got someone here to see you.
是哪個新兵 It's the FNG.
- 霍夫曼先生 - 你好嗎 弗蘭克 - Mr. Huffman. - How are you doing, Frank?
見到你好多了 Oh, the better if I seeing you.
謝謝你來看我 Thank you for coming.
不用客氣 Of course.
他給我打了電話 He gave me a call and, uh,
- 我就來了 - 對 - here I am. - Right.
他快死了嗎 Is he dying?
我們總有一天都會死的 We're all dying someday.
我覺得他在撐著 I think he's holding on
等你完成那件事 for you to get this done.
你為什麼每件事都有參與 Why are you in the middle of everything?
我的意思是 I mean,..
這樣對你有什麼好處 What's in it for you?
他有沒有救你的命 He didn't save your life.
他沒有嗎 Didn't he?
那麼你覺得你欠他一筆 So you feel like you owe?
哈哈 是啊 Ha-ha. Absolutely.
你問我有沒有自己的目的 You asked me if I had an agenda.
那就是樓上的那些人 It's those people upstairs.
那麼你呢 And what about you?
我們當時已經在外巡邏兩週了 但是一旦我們 We'd already been out two weeks out patrol, but once we
和那些北越正規軍的衝突爆發 tangled with those NVA forces, naturally,
我們不得不完成使命 we got the duty.
使命 Duty?
誘餌 兄弟 活生生的誘餌 Bait. Brother. Live bait.
他們把我們放在那兒作誘餌然後聯繫我們 They first said to make contact, Alpha and
A小隊或B小隊會開飛機過來 Bravo would flank and we'd
把他們捻成灰燼 grind'em into the pulp.
你為什麼不去問問瓊西庫珀 Why don't just ask Jonsie Kepper?
是他寫的戰後報告 I mean, he wrote the after action report.
他是東南亞的傳信人 He's a saige of South East Asia.
我們希望你可以見見他 We're hoping that you'd see him.
如果有人知道那些屍體被埋在哪裏 There is anyone who knows where the bodies were buried
那肯定就是庫珀了 that's Kepper.
我發現了這個 I found this.
1966年對庫爾茨先生的第二次採訪 The very second 1966 interview with Mr.Kurts.
瓊西庫珀中尉 Expat. Sergeant Jonsie Kepper.
- 是他寫的戰後報告 - 對 - He wrote the after action report. - Apparently.
我不理解的是為什麼國防部沒有人找他談談 What I can't understand is why nobody from the DOD ever talked to him.
東南亞應該很美麗 South East Asia is supposed to be beautiful.
- 在那邊 - 好 - Over there. - Okay.
你好 Hi there!
你禱告嗎 霍夫曼先生 You pray, Mr. Huffman?
不 Not really.
我也不 I didn't either.
但是那天我祈禱了 I Prayed that day.
我祈禱出現奇蹟 I prayed for miracle.
奇蹟出現了 One came.
他的名字是皮茨 His name was Pits.
我們會帶你回家的 好嗎 We're gonna get you home, hah?
你想回家嗎 You good to go back home?
你可以給你心愛的女孩講好一個故事了 Alright? You gonna have one hell of a story to tell her.
他一定會被這個故事迷住的 She gonna be impressed with this one.
好了我給你止一下痛 Alright, I got some pain relief coming up.
好的 抓緊了 小子 Alright, hold tight, bud.
抓緊 Hold tight.
好了 兄弟 好了 There you go, buddy. There you go.
一 二 三 走 One. Two. Three. Up.
皮茨 快點 Pits, come on!
- 快點 - 好的 兄弟 - Come on! - Alright, buddy.
走 Here we go.
拉上去 Get it up!
救命 Help!
快點 Come on!
皮茨 快走 Pits, let's go!
快點 Come on!
你在戰地寫的 The after action report
戰後報告 that you wrote on the battle.
許多都丟失了 A lot of it is missing.
我寫的所有東西都 Everything that I wrote
在三十二年前在西貢毀了 兄弟 went up to Saigon Chimney 32 years ago, brother.
聽著 我...我和查理連隊的許多人都聊過了 似乎 Look, I...I talked to lot of guys in Charlie company, and
沒有人知道究竟是誰一開始想到 no one seems to know, I mean, who even thought of
進行艾比利尼行動的 Operation Abilene in the first place?
連隊指揮官 邁德麥廸霍爾特 Company CO, Mad Maddi Holt.
麥廸遜霍爾特 Madison Holt?
上校 Colonel.
我想他現在是華盛頓的大人物了 He is big shot in Washington now, I think.
對 參議員霍爾特 Yeah, Senator Holt.
或許某天他會成為國防部長 Maybe he gonna be the Secretary of Defense one day.
他是一個很讓人安心的人 He was a good shield.
那天是很糟糕的一天 That was a very bad day.
為什麼那些老兵來看你 So why are these vet come here to see you?
他們為什麼來又不關我的事 Why they come here is not my business.
那麼你在這裏做什麼 And what do you do here?
我在這裏生活 在這裏學會愛 I live. I love.
還在這裏聆聽 And listen.
- 所以你聆聽他們說的 - 對 - So you listen to them? - Yeah.
- 聽那些老兵的 - 嗯 - To the vets? - Uh-huh.
我試著從寫那段故事 I try to re-write the story,
來幫助他們 help 'em.
你不能改變歷史 But you can't change the past.
但是你可以改變觀點 But you can change your perspective.
你可以創造 You can create
新的回憶 new memories,
開心的回憶 happy memories,
即使是在一個傷心之地 even in a sad place.
一切都可以選擇 It's choices.
我們的人來到這裏 Our guys come through here?
人們以為是我們帶來的戰爭 People think the war is who those men are,
不是這樣的 是戰爭把他們帶到了這裏 it's not. It's what happened to 'em.
他們只是想熬過這一切 They just want to go through stuff with them.
嘿 我有東西給你看 Hey...I wanna show you something.
噓 Sh...
這太令人驚訝了 This is incredible.
我還沒帶過別人來這兒呢 I never brought anyone who'd been feel happy here.
哦 Oh.
這都是美弄的嗎 You did all this?
對 Yep.
你知道我們在那兒嗎 Oh. You know where we are?
呃 Uh...
不知道 no.
謝就是他下落的地方 This is where he came down.
皮茨 Pits.
我以為我看到了一個天使 I thought I saw an angel.
他就這樣降落在我的面前 You know, he was right in front of me,
那麼乾淨整潔 all clean and pressed.
不愧是空軍 Air Force. Hah.
這就是艾比利尼 This is Abilene.
- 這裏 - 就在這裏 - Here? - Right here.
在你腳下 Under your feet.
但是現在它叫阿瓦隆 But now it's Avalon.
阿瓦隆 Avalon.
世上怎會有一個地方能夠 Now, how can that be possible
承載兩段截然不同的記憶呢 to have those things in the same place?
你在這裹待一會呼吸一下這裏的空氣 You just stay here for a while. And breath.
別忍 Let it go.
老兵們 The veterans
為我們所有人秉持著一種信念 hold something for all of us.
他們忍受著戰爭的屈辱 誤解 They take the shame of war, denial,
怒火 anger.
他們來到這裏 They just come here
這裏有人會傾聽他們的訴說 so somebody will listen to them.
這就是為什麼勳章如此重要 它幫助 That's why medals are so important, they helps..
幫我們聚在一起 Helps bring us together.
講述自己的故事 Tell stories.
我...我只是一個見證者 I...I'm just a witness.
你也是見證者 You're a witness too.
越南人愛他們的燈籠 The Vietnamese love their khong loi.
那像徵著往事隨風飄逝 It's symbolic for letting go.
如果你有什麼事 And if you have something that you..
你想留在這裏的東西 You want to leave here,
那些你帶來的 something you brought with you,
但是你不想帶走的東西 you don't want to take back,
那就放它走吧 just let go.
敵軍來襲 Incoming!
我在和空軍聯絡 I'm on the hot with red lay!
讓他在他們頂上扔炸彈 Tell him to drop it on top of 'em.
查理六號 緊急火力任務 Charlie-6, emergency fire mission.
傷亡 傷亡 查理六號 Damage. Damage. Charlie-6,
緊急火力任務 Emergency fire mission.
方向 6-3-3 Tango, 6-3-3.
該死 Damn it!
傷亡 傷亡 查理六號 Damage. Damage. Charlie-6.
緊急火力任務 Emergency fire mission.
方向 6-3-3 Tango-6-3-3-
我們現在敵不過對方 This is broken arrow, we are being over run.
撐住 壓住傷口 Hold this, keep the pressure on it.
還有人在外面 Somebody still out there!
我要你幫我一下 I need you to do me a favour.
- 我想把這個給一個人 - 不 - I need to get this to someone. - No.
- 拜託 - 不 - Please. - No!
只是一封信 Just stamp.
- 我幫你拿著直到你回來 - 好 - I'll hold on to it until you get back. - Okay.
你在幹什麼 兄弟 What are you doing, man?
你已經盡力了 你在這裏等待著 You have done enough, brother. You be still.
快點 Come on!
皮茨從天而降 Pits came down and save lives.
救死扶傷 Evaced wounded.
為了他不認識的人拼上性命 Fought and died alongside men he never even knew.
你會祈禱嗎 霍夫曼先生 You pray Mr. Huffman?
我那天祈禱了 I prayed that day.
我祈禱奇蹟的出現 I Prayed for miracle.
我以前從來沒見過別人死在我面前 I ain't never seen nobody died before.
出來了 Coming out!
這件事情一直在我的腦中反覆 That little matter sucked all the past right out of me.
你明我意思嗎 先生 You understand what I'm saying, sir?
戰火再起 All those hellfire coming in,
對他而言 to him it was like
似乎不會傷他分毫 nothing could've hurt him.
他是來救人的 他也確實救了人 He was there to save lives, and that's what he was doing.
天知道有多少人是因為他才能如今 Who knows how many guys walk around life today because of him,
自在地生活的 what he'd done.
但是他再也沒有回來 But he didn't come back.
我覺得我自己的一部分同他一起死去了 I felt like the best part of me went down with him.
我到今天依然記得 I still think about it this day.
如果說有誰配得從那樣的地獄脫身 If anybody deserved to get out of that hell alive
只有他配得 it was him.
別客氣 當自己家吧 Make yourself at home.
我可以讓人逮捕你的 You know, I can have you arrested.
參議員麥迪遜霍爾頓 Senator Madison Holt.
麥迪遜霍爾頓上校 Formally Colonel Madison Holt.
第一步兵隊 大紅一隊 1st Infantry division, on the big red one.
參議員的優秀軍事事蹟被記錄在備案材料 Senator's distinguished to Military career's a matter of public record.
這無可厚非 It's undisputed.
我買了那本書 卡爾 I'm bought the book, Carl.
是嗎 你認真看了 還是你只看了圖片 Yeah? Did you read it? Or did you just look at the pictures.
霍爾頓是指揮艾比利尼行動的人 Holt of part of the brass that cooked up Operation Abilene.
你不會是在說 You're not really suggesting
霍爾頓指揮了北越的埋伏 that Holt ordered and NVA ambush?
我是覺得 I'm suggesting that would be
你把那份記錄抹去是非常方便的 pretty convenient for you to keep that off the record.
這就是你為什麼讓我調查他 Which is why you put me on him, because...
因為你知道我會搞砸的 you knew I'd dump it.
你知道嗎 霍爾頓某天會成為國防部長 甚至是總統 You know, Holt's gonna be Secretary of Defense someday, maybe even President.
一直都拿著 You had them.
上級擔保文件 Command endorsements, all this time.
我要把它帶走 I'm taking them.
你試過被當政敵的對象調查嗎 Have you ever been the subject of opposition research?
如果你真這樣做的話 Because if you even twitch on this,
我會讓他們把你吃乾淨 I will have them on you like spray paint.
你以後再也不能做任何抵押 拿護照 You will never get another mortgage, passport or
或者是山姆俱樂部的會員卡 Sam's Club membership card,
更別說政務了 let alone a political appointment.
但是我不擔心 But I'm not worried about all that.
為什麼 Why not?
你不會和那種與自己實力相當的人 Because it's not in your nature to spit in face of the man
撕破臉皮 who could just as easily make you.
那我是怎樣的人 What's my nature?
攀登者 成功者 野心十足 Climb, prosper, expand the Jean-Paul,
和我們一樣 just like the rest of us.
我希望你走的時候能把這裏恢復原狀 I'd appreciate if you'd leave the place the way you found it.
還有 And...
別忘了 Don't forget,
星期三那天 我們要保持沉默 we get to squash. Wednesday.
詹尼 Jenny...
我有時候很疑惑為什麼我們會被送到這裏 Sometimes it's difficult to understand why we've been sent here.
也解釋不清到底發生了什麼 Or to explain what happens.
我接傷者的電話起只有幾分鐘 I have only have minutes since we got a call in 'em pickups
前往距離這裏只有三十米遠的沙嚓媚附近 near Xa Ca May, about 30 clicks from here.
你知道的 詹尼 You know, Jenny..
我害怕死亡的唯一原因是 The only thing I fear of dying
再也見不到你了 is the dreams of you won't come.
死亡是黑暗的 The Death is dark
安靜的 永無止境如同叢林裏的夜晚一般 and still, and endless like these jungle nights.
但有時我又想 But sometimes I think, Jen..
也許這裏就是我夢醒的地方 Maybe it's this place I'll wake up from.
醒來後我就會舒服地躺在你的床上 Safe and warm in your bed.
溫暖的陽光會照射進來 The morning lights dreaming in.
但如果這裹的雷聲變得真實 But if it the thunder here this real,
如果這封信比我先來見你 and if this letter should reach you instead of me
你要知道我也在你的不遠處 then know that I'm never far.
照顧好我的父母 Take care of mom,
尤其是爸爸 因為 and specially dad, because..
他遭受的打擊最大 He will take this worst of all.
告訴他們我很抱歉 Tell them I'm sorry
讓他們經歷了這一切 for what I've put them through,
但是我對我的使命感到很堅定 but that I'm sure of my purpose
我們都相信 and in the words we all believe:
"我們做的這些事會換來別人的生命" "These things we do that others may live."
比爾 Bill.
關於你的紀錄完美無瑕 You have an impeccable record.
部長全力推薦你 The secretary is giving you his highest recommendation.
謝謝先生 Thank you, sir.
你為什麼覺得你可以勝任這個職務 So why do you think you'd be effective in this position?
因為 Well,
我有團隊合作意識 I'm connecting,
有野心 有說服力 ambitious, persuasive,
不害怕樹敵 not afraid to make enemies and..
我比任何人都想要得到這份工作 I' want this job more than anybody.
這可能是我一個月前會說的話 At least that's what I would have said a month ago.
好 Okay.
那今天呢 And today?
今天我 Today I'm...
不想給你們工作 just unavailable.
空軍嗎 Air Force?
是 Yeah.
對於你的兄弟我感到很抱歉 I'm sorry about your buddy, man.
很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
我一直在替他清潔 The whole time I'm washing him.
他的腳 You know, his feet,
他的手 his hands,
我什麼都感覺不到 I didn't feel anything.
感覺不到 Nothing.
從那時起我意識到我等待的時間 That's when I knew I'd been there..
太久了 Too long.
我把他運了回去 I shipped him back,
退役 回歸了自己的生活 and I finished my tour and I got on with my life.
是嗎 Did you?
什麼 Did I what?
真的回歸生活了 Get on with life?
我就在這裏呢 I'm standing here.
你知道嗎 You know,
我五歲的時候 when I was five years old,
我看著我的父親 I watched my father
把他的東西打包放進他的車 pack up his things in his car and
離開了我和媽媽 leave my mother and me.
我害怕極了 I was so afraid.
我很受傷 It hurt so much.
我跑到路上 I ran out to the driveway
我 and I
在他關車門的時候 shove my hand in the car door as he
把手伸過去 slammed it shut.
我以為他看到我受傷 I thought that if he saw I was injured
很痛的樣子會 and really hurt and he would
把我帶去醫院 have to take me to the Hospital and
醫生就會 doctor would
讓他留下來好好照顧我 tell him to stay and take care of me.
但是他直接走了 But he'd just roll away.
我一直追著他的車 I chase his car down the street,
我的手被軋傷了 my hand all mangled and
我告訴我媽媽 tell my mother
爸爸拋下了我 he scooped me up.
你很堅強 You know, you were marked.
你也是 Just like you.
1966年4月11號那天 發生了什麼 What happened to you on April 11th, 1966?
我朋友去世了 My friend died.
你身上發生了什麼呢 What happened to you?
我告訴你 I told you.
沒事的 It's okay.
有事 It's not okay.
- 只是 - 沒有什麼是沒事的 - It's just... - Nothing about it is okay.
告訴我 Just tell me.
什麼事 到底什麼事 發生了什麼 What is it? What... What was it? What happened?
他死了 他被殺了 He died. He got killed. He...
他腦袋中了槍 got shot in the head, and
- 那是戰場 - 我知道 - you know, it's war. - Right.
我知道那是戰場 Right, it was war, so
你準備懲罰自己多久 how long are you gonna punish yourself?
懲罰我自己 Punish myself?
你幹了什麼 What was the thing you did?
- 我幹了什麼 - 對 - What I'd do? - Yeah.
- 告訴我你幹了什麼 - 別問了 - Just tell me, what was the thing you did? - Now, you stop it.
- 我就是想談談 停 別問 - Just want to talk... - Stop! Stop you
- 狗娘養別問了 - 你沒說 - son of a bitch! Stop it! - You didn't say it.
說什麼 Say what?
他知道那是很危險 He knew it was dangerous.
我告訴了他 I told him
千萬要小心還有 to be goddamn careful and...
還有什麼 And, what?
沒有 沒有 沒有 沒有 No, no,no, no.
- 我不要 - 不要什麼 - I'm not doing... - Doing what?
不要說 Doing this.
我告訴他快上来 I told him to come back up,
回到直升機上 get back on the wire, get back in the ship.
他沒有 他為什麼沒有 He didn't do that. Why he didn't do that?
- 回到直升機上 - 因為他不能 - Get back in the ship. - Because he couldn't.
- 因為大家需要他 - 是嗎 是嗎 - Because people needed him. - Yeah? Yeah?
是嗎 是嗎 去你的 Yeah? Yeah? Well, fuck you! And--
哦 天啊 Oh, god.
對他生氣肯定不好過吧 It's got to hurt to be mad at him.
嗯 Yes.
還發生了什麼事 湯姆 What else happened to you, Tom?
我...我待在直升機裏 I...I stayed in the bird.
我...我...我沒有下去 我... I...I... I didn't go down, I...
我感到很慶幸 我... I was relieved. I...
我待在了安全的地方 I stayed, you know, where it was safe.
天啊 當我發現他的時候 God, when I found him
我很 I was..
我很慶幸 I was glad
那不是我 that it wasn't me.
我不想死我還活著 I didn't wanna be dead and I was alive and
我感覺很好 it felt good.
- 你確實是有感受的 - 我感到羞恥 - You did feel something. - Yeah, I felt the shame!
你不是懦夫 湯姆 You're not a coward, Tom.
你是英雄 You're a hero.
接受自己吧 Deal with that.
讓我...讓我安慰一下你吧 Just let me...Let me have it for a while. Come on.
你知道 You, uh,
你想要什麼嗎 know what I want?
我知道 I do.
我想要一些慈悲 I want some grace.
我想要一些真誠 I want some serenity.
我想要這個國家為他的父母賜予他榮耀 I want country to honor my brother before his parents.
我想要我的朋友 你的朋友 I want my friend, your friend,
我想要他的父親 I want his father to
毫無遺憾地離開這個地方 leave this place in peace.
哦 Oh...
還需要什麼嗎 參議員 Can I get you anything else, Senator?
- 沒有了謝謝 - 可以幫我結帳了 - No, thanks, hon. - You can put out my number.
- 好的 - 謝謝 - Okay. - Thank you.
先生們 嗨 卡爾 Gentlemen. Hey, Carl.
上校 Colonel.
我認識你嗎 Do I know you?
我希望你認識 I'm sure hope so.
軍士長托馬斯托里 Master Sergeant Thomas Tully.
38號救援部隊 艾比利尼行動 38th rescue squadron, Operation Abilene.
如果你想和參議員談話的話 Uh, you want to speak to the Senator
- 可以通過以下幾種方法 - 沒事 上校 - you get a few channels. - It's alright, Colonel.
我要和他談談 I'll talk to these men.
先生 這是 Sir, this is a
1966年時你和赫克邁爾將軍的通訊紀錄 1966 routing memo between you and General Heckmyer,
將威廉皮森帕爾克的榮譽勳章降級為 downgrading the William H. Pitsenbarger's Medal of Honor request
空軍十字勳章 to an Air Force Cross.
日期是一九六六年的十月七日 It's dated on October 7th, 1966.
你們能不能先離席 Guys, you might give us a second?
可以 Good.
請坐 Take a seat.
我們有機會 We have an opportunity
為十字勳章升級為 to upgrade the Cross
榮譽勳章 to the Medal of Honor.
屁話不多說 To cut through the bullshit
我們需要一位以會成員支持 we need a Congressional sponsor.
斯坦頓先生覺得 Mr.Stanton doesn't think you'd favor
你不會在選舉年與 the publicity of being associated with Operation Abilene
艾比利尼行動扯上聯繫 during an election year.
你知不知道你在幹什麼嗎 You have no idea what you're starting.
我知道 卡爾 I think I do, Carl.
你試過被當做政敵的對象調查嗎 Did you ever been the subject of opposition research?
如果你真這樣做的話 我會讓他們把你吃乾淨 Because of even twitch on this I will have them on you like spray paint.
相關訊息從原來的資料袋被拿走了 Information was removed from the original package
使得勳章復審案對議會的再申請 to disqualify the Decorations Board's review
失去了資格 for Congressional reapplication.
我們現在找回了這些文件 We have since recovered those documents.
這些...這些文件 This...This communication
simply response to the Colonel’s MOH request, 對應上校的榮譽勳章申請
結果是榮譽勳章由空軍十字勳章代替 saying that Air Force Cross was awarded instead.
這個文件的有效性有異議 That's pretty opened to interpretation.
你無義務回應與這有關的任何事情 Uh, you're under no obligation to respond any of this.
如果你寄了出去 If you'd send it up the chain
那麼為什麼他沒收到 why didn't he get it then?
老實講我不知道 Honestly, I don't know.
可能 Maybe it
路上不小心弄掉了 fell through the cracks somewhere.
可能是邁克菲 Maybe Mcfee didn't wanna
不想再回憶起 call too much attention to one of them
那段血腥的戰爭歲月 bloodiest days of the war.
還可能是 Or
因為我沒有 maybe I just didn't
盡力讓這個人獲得他應得的東西 fight hard enough to get this man what he deserves.
參議員 你的政敵會大肆利用 Senator, your political enemies will take full advantage
你承認的那些你做錯的舉措 of any admission of wrong doing, your
他們會質疑你對軍事看法 Military judgment would be called into question,
他們會給你挖個大陷阱的 and they will turn this whole deal to a Medina snare.
他說得對 先生 確實有可能 He's right, sir. They might.
艾比利尼行動發生了的事情 What happened on Operation Abilene
是我一生中最黑暗的一段經歷 one of the darkest days of my life.
你受傷了 中尉 You're hurt, Lieutenant.
你為什麼還在這裏 Why are you still here?
直到遍體鱗傷之前我是不會離開的 I won't leave till you have all my wounded.
發生了什麼 What happened here?
你把我們引入了虎穴 You marched us right into a kill sack
完全沒有讓我們生還的想法 with no idea how we were gonna get out.
這就是這裏發生的故事 That's what happened here.
有誰可以給我解釋一下嗎 Can somebody explain this to me?!
有人 Can somebody
可以給我一個解釋嗎 explain this to me?!
告訴我 You tell me!
那天我們所有人的一部分都死在了戰場上 You know, I think we all died a little bit that day.
告訴我 You tell me!
人非聖賢 這也只是有一個錯誤 Mistakes were made, this was probably one of 'em.
我們去弗吉利亞見了赫克邁爾上將 We went to see General Heckmyer, at the VA.
他核實了你的故事 先生 He verifies your story, sir.
參議員 拜託了 Senator, please.
保護你是我的職責 It's my job to protect you.
- 保護我什麼遠 - 離所有傷害 - Protect me from what, Carl? - From everything.
通常人們以我們做的事情來評價我們 Usually we're judged by what we do,
但是我們發現其實是那些我們沒做的事情 but I find that what we don't do
跟隨著我們 is what haunts us.
計劃是這樣的 Here's the plan.
我們看命運吧 我們都要 We're gonna roll the dice, we're gonna go
不管結果有多麼不同尋常 多麼不如 實話實說 with the truth, no matter how uncommon or uncomfortable that maybe.
多麼不如在我們都要實話實說 no matter how uncommon or uncomfortable that maybe.
主席先生 Mr.Chairman.
請你翻閱 I refer you to
S-2549文獻的 S-2549,
44頁 page 44,
第五標題個人政策 title 5, Military Personnel Policy,
副標題 E 其他事宜 subtitle E, Other Matters.
- 好的 - 修訂按同意授權 - Yes? - This amendment authorizes...
頒發榮譽勳章 A posthumous Medal Of Honor
給空軍中尉威廉皮森帕爾克 For Air Force Staff Sergeant, William H. Pitsenbarger.
表揚他在1966年4月11日在越南戰爭艾比利尼行動中的英勇表現 For conspicuous gallantry in action in Vietnam, 11th April, 1966
- 死後榮譽勳章 - 主席先生 異議 - during Operation Abilene. - Uh, Mr.Chairman, point of order?
請這位北卡羅萊納州的優秀男子發言 The Chair recognizes the distinguished gentleman from North Carolina.
根據委員會的規矩 禁止將授權 The rules of this committee prohibit Authorization language
包括在此次預算單中 to be included in this Appropriations bill.
主席同意嗎 Will the chair yield?
主席向這位俄亥俄州的男子道歉 Chair apologizes to the gentleman of Ohio
但是委員會如今涉及的事務遠比以往要繁多 but this committee has much business before it today,
所以我們進行下一件案子 and so, we must move on.
主席先生 我 Mr.Chairman, I
- 尊重你們的決定 但是 - 主席先生 - sincerely appreciate it, but it should be - Mr. Chairman!
很顯然修訂案中沒有任何... Obvious there is absolutely nothing in this amendment...
越南戰爭結束了 The Vietnam war was over.
- 結束很久了 - 我知道 鮑勃我當時在現場 - Long ago. - I know, Bob, I was there.
那麼我覺得你還是安靜點吧 Then maybe you should take a rest.
別翻舊事了 Stop kicking that dead horse.
先生們這是議事程序問題 Gentleman, this is point of order.
不好意思 我們必須要繼續 I'm sorry, we must move on.
請這位弗羅里達的女士發寶 Chair recognizes the lady from Florida.
謝謝 主席 Uh, yes. Thank you, Mr. Chairman.
參議員剛剛是怎麼樣的 Senator, what the hell happened in there?
那位北卡羅萊納的男子反對我們的提議 That distinguished gentleman from North Carolina shut us down,
- 就是這樣 - 就這樣嗎 - that's what the hell happened. - Just like that?
這是報復 明嗎 Look, it's payback, alright?
我在之前交手的時候拒絕了他一個煙草政策 I Harpooned the tobacco subsidies in his last session.
不幸的是 Unfortunately,
他是最年長的成員 我也無能為力 he's a ranking member so there is not a lot I can do about it.
但是我向你保證 But I promise you,
我會在明年的法案中成功的 I will get this in next years bill.
希望明年那位優秀男子可以去世 Hopefully, by that time the distinguished gentleman would be dead.
皮森帕爾克的父親也撐不到明年了 So will Pitsenbargers father.
- 什麼 他快死了 先生 - What? - He's dying, sir.
哦 天 Oh, Jesus.
我不知道 I didn't know about that. I'm..
對不起 Sorry.
我真的很抱歉 I'm truly sorry.
就只能這樣了 So that's it?
除非能通過北卡羅萊納那個參議員的煙草政策 Unless he give the tobacco subsidy to the Senator from North Carolina.
那些人怎樣辦 What about those men?
皮茨怎樣辦 What about Pits?
霍爾頓說他明年會贏 Holt says he will get it on the bill next year.
弗蘭克呢 And Frank?
我不能幫他治療癌症啊 塔拉 I can't cure a cancer, Tara.
如果我再繼續這樣下去我的事業就毀了 If I push this any harder I really ruin my career.
真有趣 It's interesting.
什麼 What?
十二年來 In 12 years
我從未見過你退縮 I have never seen you back off of anything.
我很害怕 I'm scared.
恐懼 Fear
是好事 is good.
恐懼是生存本能 Fear is a survival instinct.
你感到害怕是正確的 You're supposed to be afraid.
利用你的恐懼 Use it.
你押上了你的事業去解決這件事 You turned down a significant career opportunity to finish this.
你知道為什麼 Did you figured out why
四星上將和主席如此看重一塊勳章嗎 four star Generals and Presidents would trade legacies for a medal?
因為他們知道像皮森帕爾克那樣的人 Because they know that guys like Pitsenbarger
不會為自己拼上性命 don't do what they do for them.
但他們會互相付出 They do it for each other.
以命換命 A life for a life.
那真的很了不起 That's big stuff.
對一個男人來說最壞的事情有比 There are worst things that can happen to a man
在戰場死去還糟 than getting killed in a war.
什麼 Like?
比如 Like...
失去戰友 Losing men,
失去孩子 losing a child,
失去父親 a father,
要永遠帶著那種遺憾生活下去 having to live with that.
你認為一塊勳章就能改變這些嗎 And you think a piece of ribbon is gonna change that?
我要告訴公眾這件事 I'm gonna go public with the story.
我要說出他們的名字 I'm gonna name names.
在選舉之夜在華盛頓記者團面前 Shaming the Appropriations in front of the Washington press core
讓撥款委員會蒙羞 on the eve of a national election sounds
聽起來有點危險 a little dangerous.
嗯 Yeah.
但是會很棒的 But it will be great.
幹得不錯 Well done.
謝謝 Thank you.
霍夫曼先生 Mr. Huffman.
我是瑪麗 I'm Mary,
- 我們要給你裝上話筒 - 好 - We're gonna put a wire on you. - Okay.
我們在分屏上能看到你 We have you on the split screen
這樣主持人就能聽到你說話了 so the anchors are gonna be able to hear you,
但是他們不能看見你 but they're not gonna be able to see you.
- 好 - 好的 跟我來 - Okay. - Alright, come with me.
爸 你緊張嗎 Daddy, are you nervous?
緊張 但是 I am, but
我不害怕 I'm not afraid.
好的 準備就緒 Alright. All set.
今天發生了一件不尋常的事情 國防部空軍部的 In an unusual move today, a member of the Department of the Air Force
一位叫斯考得霍夫曼的男子 a gentleman named Scott Huffman
站在鏡頭前指控上級參議員 went before cameras to accuse high ranking Senators and their staffs
和戰場勇士玩起了政治遊戲 of playing political football with Military valor.
人事部給撥款委員會發出的清單 HR to send Appropriations bill,
放參議員攔下 國防部職員和立法人... it stalled in the Senate when a Pentagon staffer and his lawmakers...
一份死後榮譽勳章的推薦信 It's a bill including a recommendation for a posthumous Medal of Honor
授予威廉皮森帕爾克正在被送往總統辦公室 for William H. Pitsenbarger is now heading to The Oval Office
克林頓總統將會簽字 and President Clinton is expected to sign that bill.
- 嗨 謝謝 謝謝 - 下午 好先生 - Hi. Thank you. Thank you. - Good afternoon, sir.
- 謝謝 - 謝謝 - Thank you. - Thank you.
一位名叫比爾皮森帕爾克的空軍 An airman named Bill pitsenbarger
俄愛俄州德頓市 2000年12月8日 將會在今天為他在越南戰爭中的付出被授予榮譽勳章 will be awarded the Medal of Honor today for his service in Vietnam.
俄愛俄州德頓市 2000年12月8日 他為這個國家做到了亞伯拉罕林肯曾經說過的 He gave his country what Abraham Lincoln once called:
"最後一搏" "The last full measure."
國家空軍博物館 The US Air Force Museum
我離開一下 I'll be right back.
嘿 Hey.
- 很高興見到你 兄弟 - 很高興能來這裏 - It's good to see you, man. - It's good to be here.
那 So...The...
那位在我後面穿紅裙子的女士 Lady in red behind me,
她是 she is, uh,
這封信的收件人 the address on this letter.
這是比爾給你的 Bill gave me this.
他讓我把它給你 He asked me to give it to you.
很抱歉現在才給你 I'm sorry I took so long.
謝謝 Thank you.
在黑暗中 Amid the gloom
我們戰鬥 and waste of war,
偶然間我們看到一束微弱 we occasionally witness a brief but
但是閃耀的人性光芒 brilliant flash of personnel valor
如此耀眼 so radiant it becomes
讓人無法挪開雙眼 impossible to ignore.
這就是威廉哈特皮森帕爾克的英雄主義光環 Such is the heroism of William Hart Pitsenbarger,
我們為這位英雄的使命感 who was moved by higher angels of duty,
勇氣以及對 courage and sacrifice
那些他從未謀面的人的犧牲精神所感動 to make on behalf of men he did not know
然而這個國家都現在還不知道他的故事 and a nation that until now did not know his story.
最至高無上的犧牲 The most supreme sacrifice.
弗蘭克愛麗絲 Frank, Alice,
我代表美國總統 on behalf of the President of the United States of America
以議會之名 in the name of Congress
為他的勇敢 for conspicuous gallantry,
英勇無畏和剛毅 extreme valor and intrepidity,
不顧自己性命的 at the risk of his own life
盡忠職守咯 above and beyond the call of duty,
我授予榮譽勳章 I award the Medal of Honor
給這位空軍一等兵威廉哈特皮森帕爾克 to airman first class William Hart Pitsenbarger.
好的 Alright.
好的 這不在計畫之中 但是 Alright, now, this-- this isn't on your program, but
能否佔用一下你們的時間 if you could give me just moment more of your time,
接下來我想致敬一下 I'd like to recognize some guys
可能不太喜歡我的做法的那幾個人 who are going to hate me for doing it.
現在在現場有艾比利尼行動 Now we have with us today some of the veterans of Operation Abilene.
查理聯隊 Charlie Company,
16步兵第二部隊的老兵 Second of the 16th Infantry.
這些人是比爾皮森帕爾克英雄主義的見證者 Now these man were the witnesses to Bill Pitsenbargers heroism
他們已經努力了 and they've worked and worked
三十二年 for 32 years
就為了這一天的到來 to see this day come.
你們是否願意 Would you honor us, please,
起立 by standing
讓我們向你們致敬呢 and being recognized?
還有和同屬皮茨空軍部隊 And with the Airman of Pits's unit,
空軍救援部隊的老兵 The Airspace rescue and recover service,
也請起立 also please stand.
還有每一位越南的救援傘兵 And any other PJ's from Vietnam,
你們可以起立嗎 would you rise?
今天到場的所有美國老兵你們願意起立嗎 If there are any other US veterans here today, will you please stand?
如果你們是這些老兵的妻子或父母 If there are wife's or parentshere, would you stand?
或者是子女 孫子的 你們也可以起立嗎 And any children or grand-children, would you join us?
還有親人朋友們 And other friends or family
不論是以什麼方式 anyone who has been touched
被者為榮譽勳章獲得者 or moved in any way
的英勇行為所觸動的人們 by the actions of this Medal of Honor recipient
你們也請起立 would you also stand?
看看四周 Look around.
這就是一個人可以產生的力量 This is the power of what one person can do.
謝謝你 孩子 Thank you, son.
這樣你就不會忘記我們了 So you don't forget us.
謝謝 Thank you.
- 爸爸 - 哈 - Daddy! - Hah!
你好啊 小小男子漢 Hey, little man.
我好開心來這裏 I'm glad we got to come.
哦 我也是 Oh, me too.
媽媽在哪裏 Where is your mommy?
你穿制服很帥 吉米 Looking good in that uniform, Jimmy.
這是我兒子 盧卡 This is my son, Luke.
很高興認識你 小士兵 Nice to meet you, soldier.
我想對你說 I wanted to say
我想對你說謝謝 I wanted to say thank you.
你明白我意思嗎 長官 You understand what I'm saying, sir?
不用客氣 吉米 Your welcome, Jimmy.
但是 你真的不用叫我長官 But, you really don't have to call me sir.
當然 需要 Sure, I do.
為什麼 Why is that?
你配得上這個稱呼 長官 You earned it, sir.
你保重 Yeah, you take care now.
因為外面是一片叢林 Because there is a jungle out there.
你叫什麼名字 What's your name?
盧卡 Luke.
我叫湯米 I'm Tommy.
起初 Early on,
你說 you said
這件事對你沒有什麼好處 there was nothing in this for you.
在上百萬位美國效力的士兵中有3498位榮獲榮譽勳章 Of the millions of men and women who served in the American military, 3,498 received the medal of honor
十八位來自美國空軍 18 of them were from the United States Air Force.
三位是救援傘兵 Three of them were Airmen.
威廉哈特皮森帕爾克是其中之一 One of them was William Hart Pitsenbarger.
1966年4月11日 我們接到任務出發那天 On April 11th 1966, when we took off on that mission,
皮茨說了一段話 他說 Pits made a statement, he said:
"長官 我對此次任務有種不好的預感" "Sir, I don't feel good about this mission."
他們已經準備好了 他們知道我們要來了 They were prepared for us, they knew we were coming.
他們有的在地洞裏 They were in ground holes,
有的在樹上 in trees
有的在地下 in underground and
當他們一經過 他們就關上後門 as we walk they just simply closed the back door.
他們讓我們幫他們救出傷員 So they started calling us to help them get out the wounded,
皮茨說讓我去地面 我可以處理得很好 and Pit said let me put me on the ground, I can organize this much better.
我說我不想失去你 皮茨 I said: sI don't want to lose you, Pits.
下面的情況可以說是水深火熱 And it's hotter than hell down there because the war, and
戰火一直持續 你可以聽到爆火的聲音 fire fights going on all the time, you could hear the stuff.
他還是義無反顧地下去了 So down he went.
當我看到他從直升機上下來了 My initial thought when I'd seen him repelling out...
我一開始的想法是 coming out of the helicopter was
"這個人是怎樣想的 下來這個鬼地方" "What in the hell this guy is thinking coming down here?"
我們沒有一個人可以活著離開 There is not a one of us that wouldn't have left there if we could
除了皮森帕爾克 但是他沒有離開 and the only guy that could leave is Pitsenbarger, and he didn't.
馬蒂科林的陸軍 他派人去找我 Marty Collin was on the ground and he sent for me
因為 because
他說 "我想讓大家都知道皮茨做了什麼" he said "I want somebody to know what Pits did
以防我今天的不時之死 我要把他的事蹟匯報回去 so that he get to reported it back in case I die."
那個時候馬蒂已經中了五槍 At that time Marty had been shot five times.
當我們第二天早上發現的時候 When we found out the next morning
他已經死了 我們 that he had been killed, we were just...
每個人都很難過 it was a sad time everybody.
對我而言這是我 To me, this is one of the most
擔任空軍部長以來最重要的一件事 important thing I did as The secretary of the Air Force.
這件事不能不為人所知曉 Well' it should have been humbled by itself
這是不對的 It was just a fundamental wrong
對皮森帕爾克來說是不對的 對他的家人來說也是不對的 It was wrong to Bill Pitsenbarger, it was wrong to his family
對支持他的傘兵來說也不對的 wrong to the airmen who supported him.
我們覺得有人為這件事 And when we think about it was extraordinary to
努力了三十多年 have people worked for it over 30 years
這樣真的非同尋常 to get this done.
這些人有他們自己的 I mean, these people had their own
生活 孩子 孫子 lives, wives, children, grand children.
這事兒對他們來說是出於激情 And this was a passion for them,
我覺得這真的很偉大 and I just thought that was extraordinary.
我感覺 And I just, I felt
我很尊敬皮茨 and I ordered to Pits.
不僅是我 別人也有這種感覺 Not just myself, there were other people who feels the same way,
尤其是我們整個部隊 specially our whole crew.
我們都欠他的 We owe it to him.
比爾的血液會和我們血液一起流淌 Bill's blood is mixed with ours forever.
因為他是我們的兄弟 I mean, he is our brother.